[00:50.79]I finally understand what all this is, how it was all possible.[00:56.10]Now I see, good lord, how we must look from out there.[01:00.98]Our addiction is evil.[01:03.38]The propensity for this evil lies in our weakness before it.[01:07.68]Kierkegaard was right - there is an awful precipice before us.[01:12.22]But he was wrong about the leap - there's a difference between jumping and being pushed.[01:18.71]You reach a point where you are forced to face your own needs,[01:22.61]and the fact that you can't terminate the situation settles on you with full force.[01:40.30]—— The Addiction (1995)[02:34.67]I awake in the night[02:47.46]No fright, no fear[02:59.90]No ghost is here[03:12.84]Silent is my cry[03:25.49]Then I see her face[03:38.08]Solemn in it's grace[04:16.49]On her knees, by my bed[04:29.22]Her hands, light on me[04:41.88]She lays down, with me[04:54.33]I fall asleep, again[05:07.13]And I awake, again[05:19.78]On my breast, the pain[05:32.78]I fall asleep, again[05:45.33]And I awake, again[05:58.03]On my breast, the pain