[00:19.245] I confess, I'm a mess[00:20.472] All I ever do is stress[00:21.550]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3][00:33.033] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain[00:35.014] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?[00:36.987] Tell me, do you even feel it?[00:38.268] I confess, I'm a mess[00:39.307] All I ever do is stress[00:40.414]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3][00:51.691] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain[00:53.944] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?[00:55.862] Tell me, do you even feel it?[00:56.968] I've been writing all these records with resentment[00:58.730] Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had[01:01.646] I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am[01:06.351]All the **** I ever really feel is pain[01:08.161] And I don't think you could even understand[01:09.747] You could never understand[01:10.822]And all the **** I ever really feel is pain[01:12.696] And I don't think that you could even understand[01:14.920] Nah[01:15.819] Hold up[01:16.331] Cause I don't think you’ll ever get it[01:17.571] Dismissing all of my issues and tell me to be submissive[01:19.901] Attentive whenever rappin'[01:21.089] I focus upon the tedious[01:22.258] I resemble my father, that's if we’re speaking of temperaments[01:24.770] Temporarily out of it[01:25.905] Falling off of an ottoman[01:27.024] Noddin’, bobbin’ and weavin’[01:28.239] I will depart out of my moccasins[01:29.442] While I swallow klonopins and I'm taking some mescaline, k******e and excedrin[01:32.961] Ain't no need to exaggerate[01:34.155] But I'll elaborate[01:35.213] I am chemically imbalanced and killin' my serotonin from using drugs with no moderation[01:39.035] For daily sedation, I should be placed under observation[01:41.309] The fact that I'm faded is actually embarrassing[01:43.360] I see this as a vice and I'm using it as a crutch[01:45.699] But if I'm being honest with you[01:47.022] I think I fell in love with the thought of me dying young and not reaching my full potential cause[01:51.165] They never realize you’re great until you die[01:53.267] I murder it all, I want to appease[01:54.241] I bet that I'm really a beast[01:55.117] I never release[01:55.771] I'm giving the people a feast the way that I'm killing the beat[01:57.499] You loving it all enjoying the ride[01:59.028] I bet that you feeling the vibe[01:59.929] Is that what you want?[02:00.595] Fulfilling your needs?[02:01.206] Now give me a minute so I can proceed, Lord[02:02.691] Now this is not the life I really wanna lead[02:04.469] And all my pain is transparent; It's not that easy to see[02:06.783] I used to wanna be happy, it never actually happened[02:09.139] So I been feeling the same just trying to live with disdain[02:12.319] I confess, I'm a mess[02:13.394] All I ever do is stress[02:14.523]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3][02:25.622] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain[02:27.943] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?[02:29.972] Tell me, do you even feel it?[02:31.150] I confess, I'm a mess[02:32.245] All I ever do is stress[02:33.204]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3][02:44.488] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain[02:46.770] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?[02:48.689] Tell me, do you even feel it?[02:49.908] I've been writing all these records with resentment[02:51.717] Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had[02:54.433] I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am[02:59.133]All the **** I ever really feel is pain[03:00.976] And I don't think you could even understand[03:02.644] You could never understand[03:04.011]And all the **** I ever really feel is pain[03:05.619] And I don't think that you could even understand[03:07.784] Nah[03:08.872]Tough luck, nigga, keep your ****in' head up[03:10.557] They kicked you while you was down and now you refuse to get up[03:12.920] You medicating every single emotion that you feeling[03:15.128] You need to be in the dark to acknowledge all of your problems[03:17.719] You never speak of your issues unless you writing a song or two[03:20.045]You’re living with depression; its real and you ****in' know its true[03:22.356] I'm guessing that it stems from the time when nobody noticed you[03:24.817]But that was years ago and you still stuck on the same shit[03:27.257] You need to get a grip[03:28.076]You dope as **** and people tell you i[03:29.530] You need to be a man and start asserting all your confidence[03:31.938]You’re ****in' 24 and you still can’t accept a compliment[03:34.097] You need to make a change[03:35.160] But I know I'm stating the obvious[03:36.567] And I wanna be better, but it's never that easy[03:39.056] Very vivid depiction of pictures that I've been painting[03:41.190] I promise you’ll feel my pain in a second[03:42.687] So ill explain:[03:43.413] Cause a couple years ago I couldn't even find a friend to call[03:46.114] And now you hit me up like[03:47.164] “I'm really loving your record, dawg”[03:48.392] And people never listen; I'm speaking bout being restless[03:50.640] I say I'm cutting my wrists and you telling me that its dope[03:52.771] I know you praying that I blow so we can 'all get rich'[03:55.272] “And if you make it, you can take me with you man[03:56.773] That would be it cause I've been down from the beginning[03:58.679]Boy, I knew you was the shit[03:59.968] Remember when I said that you would be the one to make a hit?”[04:02.169] Hell nah, I don't recall[04:03.559]Suck a mother****er's d**k, b***h[04:04.972] I confess, I'm a mess[04:06.327] All I ever do is stress[04:07.401]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3][04:18.567] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain[04:20.882] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?[04:22.786] Tell me, do you even feel it?[04:23.916] I confess, I'm a mess[04:25.138] All I ever do is stress[04:26.138]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3][04:37.353] With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain[04:39.551] Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it?[04:41.406] Tell me, do you even feel it?[04:42.689] I've been writing all these records with resentment[04:44.606] Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had[04:47.390] I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am[04:51.888]All the **** I ever really feel is pain[04:53.825] And I don't think you could even understand[04:55.637] You could never understand[04:56.988]And all the **** I ever really feel is pain[04:58.475] And I don't think that you could even understand[05:00.700] Nah