[00:00.00] 作词 : Mueen Adigun[00:01.00] 作曲 : Mueen Adigun[00:10.32]Get your hand out my pocket nigga[00:11.07]If you know my name you know I’m the one here to help[00:13.62]I seen my mama watch her mama lose some and then all of her health[00:17.10]It’s crazy your worst fear is losing your mother[00:19.62]even if you’re a mother yourself[00:21.78]I pray you do things that aren’t usual[00:24.09]I pray your family reunions aren’t just funerals[00:26.70]They told me sleep is the cousin of death[00:28.80]That's why I part insomniac[00:30.21]Just in case a family reunion come and I’m not tryna be part of that[00:33.36]Part architect tryna build my heart up[00:35.70]Hope I don't arrest the cardiac[00:37.23]I seen my mans got caught in that jam[00:40.32]someone took his breath away[00:42.00]And as much as I wanna go grab a tech today[00:44.13]and claim some flesh today, I understand that's not the best way[00:46.74]And plus at least that took his stress away[00:50.37]But I be wanting someone to blame is all[00:52.83]Not tryna place a body to a name is all[00:55.11]I know some angels that’ll never forget me[00:57.15]Most of mine got on Pelle Pelles[00:59.07]Leather Genuwine, like the differences we had[01:01.68]But all my niggas cool cats, pick of the litter[01:04.17]I just want my niggas back[01:05.82]I just pray everybody I love get grey hairs[01:09.03]Find a place to grow old and stay there[01:11.34]These raps therapy but it's hurting too it's that chemo talk[01:13.95]Hide now, friends try find me, man thats that Nemo talk[01:16.98]Working hard be having niggas really mad at ya[01:19.29]Funny them the same ones hang around to get status up[01:21.78]I see it in your eyes you don’t prioritize adding up[01:26.46]Ironic we making all these happy songs but really just be sad f-[01:30.21]Niggas talking like they understand me[01:31.83]Your daddy ever have drive taxis to afford Nissans and Camrys?[01:35.34]Ever had someone who had murder all in his family?[01:37.65]Help a friend off zannies get home cause he got trouble standing?[01:41.01]And he take them pills cause it numb his damage[01:42.96]Know niggas who moved Grammys[01:44.34]Help fuel your dreams of Grammys[01:45.90]Ever wish you spend more time with granny?[01:48.48]Even though you spent more time than your whole family[01:51.15]But instead of asking questions and getting stories of your history[01:54.72]And all the things that happen before me[01:56.49]You was sneaking out said you tryna get with shorties?[01:59.01]Ever have your homies tell you they parents deported?[02:01.80]Ever got jumped and thank God it ain’t get recorded?[02:04.35]Then jumped a nigga back you was on some bored shit?[02:07.02]Ever lock yourself in a room from like 12 to 12[02:08.85]To take an exam you thought you were gonna pass and really fail?[02:12.51]You ever did a final in the green room?[02:15.09]Became a role model when you ain’t mean to?[02:17.13]Had women you was mean to?[02:18.42]You ever had your heart broke?[02:21.06]Did you ever had your strings pulled?[02:22.80]Ever told yourself that you really need school?[02:25.41]Knowing damn well them loans gone eat you?[02:28.05]Extending yourself caring when you ain’t need to?[02:30.57]And learning that your idols are men who bleed too[02:33.27]And realize you the only one that’s gone lead you[02:35.85]Ever had a vision?[02:36.78]The only one who believe you is the same one who had vision[02:39.78]Cops pull you over cause they got suspicion[02:41.64]Same time they try to pull you out the window[02:43.65]Months later for same reason cops put barrel to your temple?[02:46.35]Ever looked in your heart and put on instrumental?[02:48.99]Ever spill your soul so much truth leaking out your dental?[02:51.63]Ever been the one to keep things together but you a mess?[02:54.33]Ever worry if your art actually gonna impress?[02:56.85]Lost some homies from death and you worry if you gone be next?[03:00.27]You ever pass out from having stress?[03:02.52]Ever been the youngest but move like you really older?[03:05.22]Ever grew way quicker than you really ‘posed to?[03:07.80]Ever told a girl to slide when you needed to be alone[03:10.35]But you needed some company to just hold you over?[03:12.93]You ever write how you feel but cannot speak it in person?[03:15.54]You ever been the realest you when you all in these verses?[03:18.39]Ever had some people big up you up?[03:19.74]You small at home[03:20.88]Telling all things you did but you got far to go[03:23.25]That’s why I can’t sell myself short[03:25.95]What I look like selling myself for?[03:27.66]Look, I’m not gone hold you[03:32.07]I’m not for sale, man I told you[03:33.48]What freedom feel like I pray you live long enough[03:35.46]I can show you[03:36.00]Like, money isn't the root of my happiness[03:38.70]Lot of times that's rooted in shit that don't nothing to do with money[03:44.61]Lot of the times that happiness when we was broke[03:45.96]Know what I'm saying?[03:49.86]Um, money shouldn't be the only reason I'm doing something[03:52.50]Know what I mean?[03:54.21]I should be doing it because it make me feel free[03:57.39]Cause money wasn't the only reason that made me do all the shit that made feel free before