promises in december - Kid Cole.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Kid Cole
[00:00.441] 作曲 : Kid Cole
[00:00.882]It's creeping on me
[00:04.490]The end is drawing near
[00:07.138]Kill me and tether up my soul again
[00:12.335]The end is nearIt's creeping close
[00:18.148]Tell me was anything you said ever
[00:22.469](kid cole):I promise that I'll love you forever
[00:23.880]You know I meant it and
[00:25.274]Promises I made in December
[00:26.998]And I still kept them
[00:28.379]Breaking all my bones I'm injecting them with a message
[00:30.849]You know that she'll leave
[00:31.946]When the mother****ing pain hits
[00:33.542]And I'll say my very best goodbyes to all my loved ones
[00:36.322]Call my ****ing therapists and say the work is undone
[00:39.245]I'ma end the ****ing cycle with my final self destruction
[00:41.853]They gon put my life in court and they gon give me a confessin
[00:44.755]And for every time I died
[00:46.008]And for every time I hurt
[00:47.572]I'll be screaming "**** the world"
[00:49.068]With this blood all on my shirt
[00:50.396]Cause I fell in love with pain
[00:51.887]Feel above when the dirt
[00:53.337]I've been fighting all my life for something better or for worse
[00:55.894]And I've been idolizing dead rockstars and all the steps
[00:58.966]Smoke myself to death
[01:00.188]Blow this morning until i am dead
[01:01.649]And I'll never figure out all the issues that's in my head
[01:04.142]I'll just be a cooporate sellout that all of you will forget
[01:07.250]If i'm sleeping to die
[01:08.652]Then i'm sleeping in death
[01:10.165]Smell the human faint distraction as my car does a revv
[01:12.778]So forever I'll be lonely but it's just for the best
[01:15.796]There won't be another reason that could put me to rest
[01:18.563]If i'm dreaming with doubt
[01:19.881]If I look at the past
[01:21.548]Will the things I fear repeat themselves and take what I have
[01:24.185]I've been ever so and contemplative of everything's made
[01:26.886]To be death and quite destruction to the lives that we live
[01:30.101]And Jamie out to college and i am out to la
[01:32.499]Theis is a shout out to my sister for support and her faith
[01:35.419]This that life is ****ing changing and it's changing in days
[01:38.093]And tomorrow I will see the world a whole different way
[01:41.070]Kinda crazy that we are growing up we we were 12 yesterday
[01:43.699]Lately everything I'm doing feels like playing a game
[01:46.659]No I'm dealing with a financal since bills never paid
[01:49.291]Someone gave me a good reason not to end it insane
[01:52.495](I'm not) I'm not your friend mother****er
[01:55.520]Evil is a word to describe what you're in love with
[01:58.283]How could you be honest when you love me with precautions
[02:00.951]If I wasn't blowing up then they would treat me like discussions (disgusting)
[02:04.907]My legs broke from chasing
[02:06.904]There's patterns that repeating but you make me feel crazy
[02:09.793]You hate me?How the **** could you hate me?
[02:12.566]Puff until the filter still leaves my mind in a Daisy( Dai-, Dai-, Dai-)
[02:16.632](Things are just better left unsaid)
[02:21.320](Million things said in the songs)
[02:24.011](Million pauses between the words)
[02:29.149](24 hours it's all it takes)
[02:34.324](Someone's hard to change)