[00:00.000] 作词 : Phoebe Bridgers/Lucy Dacus/Julien Baker[00:01.000] 作曲 : Phoebe Bridgers/Lucy Dacus/Julien Baker[00:04.982] I know that I ****ed up when I[00:08.425] Told you I'm afraid of heights[00:11.662] It made you wan to test my courage[00:15.350] You made me climb a cliff at night[00:18.833] You wanted me to jump, and I declined[00:22.330] You called me a coward, I replied[00:25.772] "I don't want to live forever[00:29.125] But I don't wan to die tonight"[00:31.482][00:32.940] When the black water ate you up[00:36.356] Like a sugarcube in a teacup[00:39.593] I got the point you were making[00:42.830] When I held my breath till you came up[00:45.740][00:50.460] There's been a run of fires downtown[00:53.312] On half-built construction sites[00:57.059] I know you never liked a townhouse[01:00.665] I've seen you climb a crane at night[01:04.046] If they ever catch you at it[01:07.463] I know you'd want me to be proud[01:10.901] That you took a rich man's dream[01:14.449] And brought it with you on your way down[01:16.692][01:17.881] 'Cause one man's dream is another man's death[01:21.518] I remember when you told me that[01:24.655] Didn't know what to say, so I just laughed[01:28.226] But now I know it's not funny[01:30.447][01:35.256] I never rode a motorcycle[01:38.868] I never smoked a cigarette[01:42.221] I want to live a vibrant life[01:45.669] But I want to die a boring death[01:49.238] I know I was a disappointment[01:52.393] Knew you wanted me to take a risk[01:56.147] Not everybody gets the chance to live[01:59.606] A life that isn't dangerous[02:01.745][02:03.383] You called me a crybaby[02:06.627] But you're the one who got teary[02:10.025] Telling me what you believe[02:13.610] How we're stuck in entropy[02:15.688][02:17.156] How it hurts to hope[02:20.562] Oh, it hurts to hope for more[02:24.174] Oh, it hurts to hope the future[02:27.713] Will be better than before