Monster - Boondox.mp3

[00:00.79]Monster, how should I feel?
[00:04.41]Creatures lie here
[00:07.13]Looking through the window
[00:10.30]Monster, how should I feel?
[00:14.62]Creatures lie here
[00:17.32]Looking through the window
[00:20.50]Monster, how should I feel?
[00:24.77]Creatures lie here
[00:27.33]Looking through the window
[00:31.10]I'm not afraid of the dark
[00:32.83]But I'm afraid of my heart
[00:34.20]And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart Always afraid that things will never get better
[00:38.43]I went from writing down rhymes
[00:39.58]To typin' suicide letters Diagnosed with paranoia
[00:41.58]You can check my prescription
[00:43.19]I'm a manic depressive
[00:44.30]One of my many conditions I'm not a prophet though I say it
[00:47.07]But I'm seein' a vision
[00:48.47]My life, it was beyond a door a collision If ignorance is bliss
[00:51.03]Then I'm devoid of any sorrows
[00:53.35]'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome of today or tomorrow
[00:55.96]I just wanna hide inside my own private Hell
[00:56.54]How can I ever get to Heaven
[00:58.23]When so many angels fell?I'm just a human being
[01:00.75]I'm just only being human
[01:02.15]With eternity and judgement
[01:05.11]From another always looking It's a wonder that I made it
[01:07.21]With these visions in my head
[01:09.51]With all these monsters at my window
[01:09.99]Starin' at me in my bed
[01:11.12]Monster, how should I feel?
[01:15.25]Creatures lie here
[01:17.95]Looking through the window
[01:21.02]Monster, how should I feel?
[01:25.42]Creatures lie here
[01:28.52]Looking through the window
[01:31.12]Monster, how should I feel?
[01:35.54]Creatures lie here
[01:37.97]Looking through the window
[01:41.72]If you're a friend to me or kin to me
[01:43.00]An enemy or into me
[01:44.48]I'm begging on a bended knee
[01:45.22]Come and put an end to mePut me out my misery
[01:46.48]Permanently, no injury
[01:47.68]I'm tired of fighting entities
[01:50.74]I'm running out of energyFeel like a lost boy
[01:53.35]Searchin' for the answers
[01:54.02]Just waitin' on tragedy
[01:54.81]A heart attack or even cancer So many monsters hidin'
[01:58.12]Waitin' 'round the corner for us
[01:59.44]If life is like a song
[02:00.19]I'm at the verse and searchin' for the chorusMaybe I should stop and take a moment
[02:04.05]Put it in perspective
[02:06.25]Maybe I should take a knife
[02:06.75]And take a life and get injectedI just wanna go out
[02:11.16]On my own ******' terms
[02:11.67]Knowing it was me that put me
[02:14.20]In the dirt and with the wormsI think I'll pop another pill
[02:15.97]Try to heal the ill
[02:17.95]Wash it down with gasoline
[02:19.05]Hiding from these monsters
[02:19.57]Light a match and that's for realBut I'll just probably go to sleep
[02:20.32]And try to clear my head
[02:20.43]At my window, underneath my bed
[02:21.88]Monster, how should I feel?
[02:26.01]Creatures lie here
[02:28.50]Looking through the window
[03:12.06]Monster, how should I feel?
[03:16.60]Creatures lie here
[03:19.03]Looking through the window
[03:22.34]Monster, how should I feel?
[03:26.77]Creatures lie here
[03:29.72]Looking through the window