Waco, Texas - Ethel Cain.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Hayden Anhedönia/Matthew Tomasi
[01:04.059] My honey's heart is blue and a second offbeat
[01:18.221] Always tugging at me like he's running out of daylight
[01:33.083] Yeah, my baby acts cool, but they all know something ain't right, ain't right
[01:43.645] Know something ain't right
[01:47.867] Only acting this cool when he's walking with me
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[02:03.560] 1998, forever and a day
[02:10.183] I keep the pictures hanging where the world can see 'em
[02:17.913] I hope I die today
[02:21.015] Save me from another late night of red eyes
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[02:31.324] But then the morning comes
[02:40.956] You were there looking for me, but I
[02:48.722] I was gone, turned my back for a moment, and
[02:55.582] You had fallen apart
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[03:01.727] They've been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
[03:09.113] Selling pages of the times we've been waiting on
[03:16.549] Now the weight's too much, and I can't hold you anymore
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[03:31.234] How much of a cruel year can you call my fault? (You call my fault?)
[03:38.703] Not even the memories are immortal
[03:46.016] Terrified on this side of a conversation
[03:53.863] A conversation we'll never come back from
[04:01.191] I'll never live it down if I never get around it
[04:08.429] 'Cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
[04:15.966] I liked him 'cause his rule was "Do whatever you like," and I tried alright
[04:26.174] Now I'll wear these scars for life
[04:32.912] I loved you when it hurt inside to
[04:42.829] But in the low light
[04:47.790] You know I'd do anything for you
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[05:00.739] You know I'd do anything for you
[05:15.500] You know it's true 'cause I've said it to you
[05:30.283] Held in my arms, I swore I'd be good to you, be good to you (Be good to you)
[05:44.436] And then sat and watched
[05:48.116] As you walked away from me (From me)
[05:56.620] From me
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[06:00.807] Yeah, you've changed, but did I ever know you?
[06:07.758] Or did I hold you facing away from me?
[06:14.124] The air in your room never moves
[06:20.180] Live and die by the TV, no one's watching
[06:33.590] Do you hate me?
[06:40.483] When this is over
[06:46.949] Maybe then, we'll get some sleep
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[07:00.788] I've been picking names for our children
[07:08.113] You've been wondering how you're gonna feed them
[07:15.616] Love is not enough in this world
[07:22.214] But I still believe in Nebraska dreamin'
[07:40.238] 'Cause I'd rather die
[07:46.371] Than be anything but your girl
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[07:57.774] I never meant to hurt you
[08:01.029] But somehow, I knew I would
[08:04.940] Will it be like this forever? Forever? (Forever? Forever?)
[08:12.416] I'd reach into your body and fix you if I could
[08:19.700] Will I feel like this forever? Forever? (Forever? Forever?)
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[08:28.008] Are you angry?
[08:31.677] Do you hate me?
[08:39.125] And darling, time may forgive me, but I won't
[08:51.501] Ah
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[08:57.137] You know I'd do anything for you
[09:11.816] You know it's true 'cause I've said it to you
[09:26.606] Held in my arms, I swore I'd be good to you, be good to you (Be good to you)
[09:40.976] Then sat and watched
[09:44.417] As you walked away from me (From me)
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[09:52.763] So I bled till I cried
[10:00.331] Till I felt I might die
[10:07.650] To be known the way you should is
[10:14.184] To put yourself through hell, hell
[10:22.659] Still I waited and tried
[10:29.893] Till it killed me, 'cause you're right (I can wait if I want)
[10:36.327] I can wait if I want
[10:40.765] But it'll never be good enough like I want to believe it is (It is, it is, ooh, it is)