[00:00.00] 作曲 : James William Clayton[00:14.92]I don't want to be awake again[00:18.40]I spend my days with my head in my hands[00:22.55]If I go outside, I'll fall apart[00:29.61]I am mostly scared by passing time[00:33.21]The world, it seems, gets more unkind[00:37.57]Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine[00:44.81]♪[00:57.95]I am looking for an easy place[01:01.21]To mask my thoughts behind my face[01:05.81]Oh, brown-baked column of victory[01:12.24]Maybe I should just pack up and run away again[01:15.79]Let you forget that you were once my friend[01:20.18]Then watch another, go on and do better without me[01:27.36]♪[01:40.40]But I could not go away, not if I wanted to[01:43.90]I can hide from friends but I cannot hide from you[01:47.89]These chemical reactions are dividing me[01:53.69]Self-deprecating thoughts interrupting all the time[01:56.78]Emphasising all the traits that I wish weren't mine[02:00.98]They speak louder than everybody[02:06.68]Try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright[02:09.76]Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right[02:13.94]I hate the way that I think and act[02:19.84]I want to end reality but I feel hesitant[02:22.69]Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present[02:27.05]And so for today, I'll remain intact[02:33.58]♪[02:46.25]I don't want to be awake again[02:49.41]I spend my days with my head in my hands[02:53.51]If I go outside, I'll fall apart