[00:23.62]What was once so real now doesn't even exist.[00:32.58]and now the memories are going, so just the feelings persist.[00:43.73] and what thoughts come back I sometimes try to resist.[00:53.30] the last of your strength fell apart first in your fist.[01:14.46]And I had no idea I had any ideas.[01:26.47]I've never thought about anything.sometimes I think[02:04.66]It was warm when you held me, when you dropped down beside me.[02:13.88] but I saw your face turn to powder in a year.[02:24.51]And did it do any good to have anyone tell you that things weren't as bad as they had actually become?[02:44.08]And did it make things worse when you hand was held.[02:48.65]it was the best for everyone but you.