Hi Ren - Ren.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Ren Gill
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Ren Gill
[00:41.14]Ooooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooooh
[01:02.82]Hi there Ren, it's been a little while, did you miss me?
[01:05.67]You thought you'd buried me, didn't you? Risky
[01:07.83]'Cause I always come back, deep down, you know that
[01:09.87]Deep down, you know I'm always in the periphery
[01:11.79]Ren, aren't you pleased to see me?
[01:13.09]It's been weeks since we spoke bro, I know you need me
[01:15.10]You're the sheep, I'm the shepherd, not your place to lead me
[01:17.19]Not your place to be biting off the hand that feeds me
[01:19.59]Hi Ren, I've been taking some time to be distant
[01:22.64]I've been taking some time to be still
[01:24.80]I've been taking some time to be by myself
[01:26.89]Since my therapist told me I'm ill
[01:29.00]And I've been making some progress lately
[01:31.26]And I've learnt some new coping skills
[01:33.37]So I haven't really needed you much, man
[01:35.53]I think we need to just step back and chill
[01:37.47]Ren, you sound more insane than I do
[01:39.58]You think that those doctors are really there to guide you?
[01:41.79]You've been through this a million times
[01:43.16]Your civilian mind is so perfect at always being lied to
[01:45.99]Okay, take another pill boy
[01:47.53]Drown yourself in the sound of white noise
[01:49.54]Follow this ten-step program, rejoice
[01:51.58]All your problems will be gone! ****in' dumb boy
[01:53.84]Nah, mate, this time it's different, man, trust me
[01:56.89]I feel like things might be falling in place
[01:58.93]And my music's been kinda doing bits too
[02:01.23]Like I actually might do something great
[02:03.27]And when I'm gone, maybe I'll be remembered
[02:05.55]For doing something special with myself
[02:07.69]That's why I don't think that we should talk, man
[02:09.85]'Cause when you're with me, it never seems to help
[02:11.62]You think that you can amputate me?
[02:13.11]I am you, you are me, you are I, I am we
[02:15.18]We are one, split in two that makes one, so you see
[02:17.36]You got to kill you if you wanna kill me
[02:19.35]I'm not left over dinner, I'm not scraps on the side
[02:21.56]Oh, your music is thriving? Delusional guy
[02:23.62]Where's your top ten hit? Where's your interview with Oprah?
[02:26.19]Where are your Grammies, Ren? Nowhere!
[02:28.38]Yeah but, my music's not commercial like that
[02:31.02]I never chased numbers, statistics or stats
[02:33.30]I never write hooks for the radio, they never even play me
[02:35.74]So why would I concern myself with that?
[02:37.86]But my music is really connecting
[02:39.97]And the people who find it, respect it
[02:42.15]And for me, that's enough 'cause this life's been tough
[02:44.26]So it gives me a purpose I can rest in
[02:46.16]Man, you sound so pretentious
[02:47.94]Ren, your music is so self-centred
[02:50.05]No one wants to hear another song about
[02:51.75]How much you hate yourself, trust me
[02:53.98]You should be so lucky, having me inside you to guide you
[02:56.48]Remind you to manage expectations
[02:58.06]Provide you perspective, that thing you neglected, I get it
[03:00.56]You wanna be a big deal, next Jimi Hendrix? Forget it
[03:03.37]Man, it's not like that
[03:04.66]Man it's just like that, I'm inside you, you twat
[03:06.78]No, it's not man, you're wrong, when I write, I belong
[03:09.06]Let me break the fourth wall by acknowledging this song
[03:11.38]Ren sits down, has a stroke of genius
[03:13.35]He wants to write a song that was not done previous
[03:15.54]A battle with his subconscious, Eminem did it
[03:17.72]Played on guitar, Plan B did it
[03:19.93]Man, you're not original, you criminal, rip-off artist
[03:21.87]The pinnacle of your success is stealing other people's material
[03:24.51]Ren, mate, we've heard it all before
[03:25.98]Uh, "she sells seashells on the sea shore"
[03:28.23]**** you, I don't need you, I don't need to hear this
[03:31.16]'Cause I'm fine by myself, I'ma genius
[03:33.37]And I will be great, and I will make waves
[03:35.36]And I'll shake up the whole world beneath us
[03:37.33]That's right, speak your truth, your ****in' God complex leaks out of you
[03:40.76]It's refreshing to actually hear you say it instead of downplay it
[03:43.78]"Ugh, music Is all about the creative process and if people can find
[03:47.77]Something to relate to within that, then that's just a bonus"
[03:50.53]**** you, I'ma ****in' kill you, Ren
[03:52.28]Well ****in' kill me then, let's ****in' have you Ren
[03:54.30]I'm a do it, watch me prove it, who are you to doubt my music?
[03:56.43]'Cause I call the shots. I choose if you die
[03:58.33]Yeah, I call the shots, and so I who choose who survives
[04:00.30]I'll tie you up in knots when I'll lock you inside
[04:06.32]News flash
[04:07.62]I was created at the dawn of creation
[04:10.76]I am temptation, I am the snake in Eden
[04:14.41]I am the reason for treason, beheading all Kings
[04:17.36]I am sin with no rhyme or reason
[04:19.57]Sun of the morning, Lucifer, antichrist
[04:21.78]Father of lies, Mestophilies
[04:23.70]Truth in a blender, deceitful pretender
[04:25.57]The banished avenger, the righteous surrender
[04:27.78]When standing in-front of my solar eclipse
[04:30.18]My name it is stitched to your lips, so, you see
[04:32.38]I won't bow to the will of a mortal, feeble and normal
[04:35.43]You wanna kill me? I'm eteral, immortal
[04:37.95]I live in every decision that catalysed chaos
[04:40.76]That causes division
[04:42.25]I live inside death, the beginning of ends
[04:44.70]I am you, you are me, I am you, Ren
[05:06.03]Hi Ren, I've been taking some time to be distant
[05:09.56]I've been taking some time to be still
[05:11.96]I've been taking some time to be by myself
[05:14.31]And I've spent half my life ill
[05:16.81]But just as sure as the tide starts turning
[05:19.21]Just as sure as the night has dawn
[05:21.51]Just as sure as rainfall soon runs dry
[05:24.08]When you stand in an eye of the storm
[05:26.43]I was made to be tested and twisted
[05:29.00]I was made to be broken and beat
[05:31.38]I was made by His hand, it's all part of His plan
[05:33.80]That I stand on my own two feet
[05:36.13]And you know me, my will is eternal
[05:38.55]And you know me, you've met me before
[05:41.02]Face to with a beast, I will rise from the east
[05:43.35]And I'll settle on the ocean floor
[05:45.63]And I go by many names also
[05:48.10]Some people know me as "hope"
[05:50.43]Some people know me as the voice that you hear
[05:52.76]When you loosen the noose on the rope
[05:54.97]And you know how I know how I know that I'll prosper?
[05:57.39]'Cause I stand here beside you today
[05:59.74]I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain
[06:02.26]And I didn't once flinch or shake
[06:04.76]So cower at the man I've become, when I sing from the top of my lungs
[06:09.44]That I won't retire, I'll stand in your fire, inspire the weak to be strong
[06:14.36]And when I am gone, I will rise, in the music that I left behind
[06:19.06]Ferocious persistent, immortal like you, we're a coin with two different sides
[06:27.63]Ooooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooooh
[07:11.50]When I was 17 years old, I shouted out into an empty room
[07:16.98]Into a blank canvas, that I would defeat the forces of evil
[07:20.79]And for the next 10 years of my life, I suffered the consequences
[07:24.68]With autoimmunity, illness, and psychosis
[07:29.53]As I got older, I realised that there were no real winners
[07:32.96]And there were no real losers in psysiological warfare
[07:36.66]But there were victims and there were students
[07:40.50]It wasn't David versus Goliath, it was a pendulum
[07:44.72]Eternally swayin' from the dark to the light
[07:48.49]And the more intensely that the light shone, the darker the shadow it cast
[07:54.54]It was never really a battle for me to win, it was an eternal dance
[07:59.10]And like a dance, the more rigid I became, the harder it got
[08:02.67]The more I cursed my clumsy footsteps, the more I struggled
[08:06.66]So I got older and I learned to relax
[08:11.07]And I learned to soften and that dance got easier
[08:15.66]It is this eternal dance that separates human beings
[08:19.78]From angels, from demons, from gods
[08:25.26]And I must not forget, we must not forget
[08:30.32]That we are human beings