[00:04.592] I'm stuck inside a body that I don't like[00:11.758] Sometimes I try at night to turn out all the lights[00:16.508] And pretend that I am in the shape to fight[00:21.969] Every weight that's caving in on my body and mind alike[00:28.232] And I was just trying to make things better[00:39.041][00:39.187] For myself[00:40.829] For my health[00:42.109] Shit, I feel like someone else and that's not right[00:47.960] I'm not alright[00:49.238] This isn't right[00:50.722] I'm not alright[00:52.535][00:57.880] I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague[01:05.617] I try to write down some self-praise[01:08.147] But I can't even fill the page[01:11.332] I feel afraid[01:12.500] I feel alone[01:13.933] Feel like a captive in my own bones[01:16.897] And I need out[01:19.073] But I'm so in doubt[01:22.682][01:23.094] I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague[01:28.552] I try to write down some self-praise[01:31.409] But I can't even fill the page[01:34.371] I feel afraid[01:36.139] I feel alone[01:37.130] Feel like a captive in my own bones[01:40.141] And I need out[01:41.813] But I'm so in doubt[01:46.186][01:58.150] I'm trying everything I can to help[02:06.826] I just want to love myself[02:11.290] I just want to love myself[02:15.226] I'm hurting more than anyone can tell[02:22.943] I just want to love myself[02:27.323] I just want to love myself[02:31.564] I want to love myself[02:34.471][02:36.378] I just want to love myself[02:43.572] I just want to love myself[02:51.975] I just want to love myself[03:03.489] I just want to love myself