[00:00.00] 作词 : Julien Baker[00:01.00] 作曲 : Julien Baker[00:30.42]I'm staying in tonight[00:36.91]I won't stop you from leaving[00:43.99]I know that I'm not what you wanted, am I?[00:55.11]Wanted someone who I used to be like[01:02.19]Now you think I'm not trying[01:08.89]Well Don't argue[01:10.38]It's not worth the effort to lie[01:22.12]You don't want to bring it up[01:28.06]And I already know how we look[01:32.86]You don't have to remind me so much[01:38.01]How I disappoint you[01:46.90]It's just that I talked to somebody again[01:53.28]Who knows how to help me get better[01:57.71]Until then I should just try not to miss anymore[02:06.71]Appointments[02:16.18]Ooh ooh ooh ooh...[02:40.23]I think if I ruin this[02:46.16]That I know I can live with it[02:50.46]Nothing turns out like I pictured it[02:54.90]Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases[03:06.14]I think if I fail again[03:11.83]That I know you're still listening[03:16.30]Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright[03:22.85]And I know that it's not[03:24.99]But I have to believe that it is[03:31.93]I have to believe that it is[03:38.31]I have to believe that it is[03:42.08](I have to believe it)[03:45.24]I have to believe that it is[03:49.15](Probably not)[03:51.17](But I have to believe that it is)[03:58.55]And when I tell you that you that it is[04:03.60]Oh It's not for my benefit[04:08.24]Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright[04:13.69]Oh I know that it's not[04:16.91]But I have to believe that it is