[00:12.140]Take a breath, say you love me[00:18.090]We both know that everything changes[00:23.590][Verse 1:][00:25.320]Keep in mind that none of this is fiction[00:27.910]This is just a glimpse into the head of a menace[00:30.660]We were two different children[00:32.290]But we born of the same moon[00:33.920]Blowing entire opposite[00:35.250]We were brought up the same too[00:36.770]I used to hate you because they celebrate you[00:39.510]And you made them notice every single thing I can't do[00:42.570]But really I honestly wanted to be you[00:45.720]And I just hope my desire to wasn't that see through[00:48.820]I never took into account the things that you were hiding[00:51.620]I even understood your rage when I see you get violent[00:54.420]I guess the height of all my envy was leaving me blinded[00:57.520]Until you sat me down and told me how crazy your life is[01:01.030]You said to run and never look back[01:03.370]And if I did, to never lose track of all the hurdles I was jumping[01:07.640]That lead me to my current goal[01:08.980][Hook 1:][01:10.340]Don't sell your soul baby you are dirty gold [3x][01:39.410][Bridge 1:][01:39.870]Took a chance, said you'd love me[01:44.030]We both know that everything changes[01:49.270][Verse 2:][01:50.990]You found me when I was dying and unappreciated[01:53.800]You broke me down into a science that I completely hated[01:56.700]You told impeccable talent didn't make me less average[01:59.880]But how I use it to my advantage determined my passion[02:02.930]It took some time to understand and manage[02:05.620]But then I learned this passion was the method to my madness[02:08.270]And I never got to thank you, at least not in the way I planned[02:11.880]But I had to learn before I did that, I hope you understand[02:14.740]It takes a lot for me to bury hatchets but consider them cremated[02:18.900]All the ashes burned to ashes[02:20.440]And I'm dusting off my vocal box and finally saying thank you[02:23.180]And even though you ain't my fan, you did the shit they ain't do[02:26.140]So disregard my temper and the times I ****ing hate you[02:29.090]Because despite all my ignorance I'm really ****ing grateful[02:32.140]Never forget the importance of the sparks you hold[02:35.150][Hook 2:][02:35.920]Don't sell your soul ***** you are dirty gold [3x][03:01.700][Bridge 2:][03:04.040]Took a glance, to some error[03:10.180]Now I know that everything changes[03:15.110][Verse 3:][03:16.880]I used to hate me, I swore my life was too painful[03:19.530]Let my demons overtake me before I fight with my angels[03:22.430]There was constantly a struggle to see my life at an angle[03:25.290]That provided understanding of how much drama could change you[03:28.390]I used to cut myself open just to feel like I was living[03:31.550]But when living is just dying then there's no longer a difference[03:34.590]There's no longer existence, and there's no longer persistence[03:37.490]And there's no longer a drive there existing on only division[03:40.950]And I thought, if nobody ever loved me[03:43.390]This vacancy inside me must be really called a bloodstream[03:46.450]Then I looked into the world and saw a million people like me[03:49.300]Probably never know your stories, but you're the reason I'm fighting[03:52.660]You're the reason I'm writing; music[03:54.330]Could be so reviving[03:55.450]And if ever you tend to forget, I'm right here to remind you:[03:58.500]Don't ever give into the hurt you hold[04:02.110][Hook 1:][04:02.680]Don't sell your soul baby you are dirty gold [3x]