[00:00.000] 作词 : Jelly Tea[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jelly Tea[00:02.000] 编曲 : Jelly Tea[00:25.770]I wake to silence louder than the storm[00:32.786]Empty rooms where warmth was once the norm[00:38.589]Every mirror shows a face I barely know[00:45.519]Wearing smiles carved deep in undertow[00:50.973]These shadows speak in tongues I can’t escape[00:57.476]Each breath I take feels borrowed, feels too late[01:03.966]Pain, you wear my name[01:07.950]You haunt my days and feed the flame[01:11.161]Every heartbeat’s just a war[01:14.289]I don’t remember why I’m fighting[01:16.901]Pain, you’re all I’ve known[01:20.671]A kingdom built of skin and bone[01:23.925]But even in the darkest rain[01:27.126]I still sing your name[01:55.284]Time doesn’t heal, it only learns to lie[02:02.368]Counting scars beneath a borrowed sky[02:08.488]I laugh, but only just to stay afloat[02:15.150]Smiling wide while swallowing the smoke[02:20.835]And I pretend I’m stronger than I feel[02:26.900]But the cracks remind me none of this is real[02:33.670]Pain, you wear my name[02:37.540]You haunt my days and feed the flame[02:40.836]Every heartbeat’s just a war[02:43.957]I don’t remember why I’m fighting[02:46.517]Pain, you’re all I’ve known[02:50.327]A kingdom built of skin and bone[02:53.520]But even in the darkest rain[02:57.736]I still sing your name[03:28.894]If I could bleed out every ghost[03:32.028]Would I be free, or hollow most?[03:35.160]I’m not sure where the edges end[03:38.364]Of me, or you, my oldest friend[03:44.126]Pain, you wear my name[03:47.821]You’re etched in stone, you won’t be tamed[03:51.080]But if I burn, I’ll burn alive[03:54.332]With fire in my eyes—I will survive[03:58.543]You’ve made me whole[04:00.835]A broken map, a shattered soul[04:03.892]But even when I curse your chain[04:11.054]I still sing your name