[00:00.000] 作词 : Xavier Deltomme/Eric Revel Wood/Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III[00:01.000] 作曲 : Xavier Deltomme/Eric Revel Wood/Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III[00:11.046]I'm twiddling my thumbs, don't know what comes next[00:14.144]Popped inside my phone, I see a new text[00:16.996]My heart's pounding fast, beating out my chest[00:19.945]Never sleep at night, I never can rest[00:22.994]Every time I close my eyes you pop into my head[00:25.610]And sometimes when I close my eyes I wish that I was dead[00:28.378]One-shot, put a bullet through my fking head[00:31.175]Inhale, exhale, take my final breath[00:33.978]Fight with myself, fighting every single night[00:36.728]Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight[00:39.728]Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write[00:42.329]I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right[00:45.328]Fight with myself, fighting every single night[00:48.178]Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight[00:51.010]Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write[00:53.711]I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right[00:55.995][00:57.995]And I can try to open up to you[01:03.279]To try to tell you the truth[01:06.164]But when I do, go mute[01:10.656]This feeling in the air is nothing new[01:12.621]It's something that I gotta get used to[01:14.017]I struggle with my thoughts, I can't break through[01:16.826]I don't know what the fk I've turned into[01:18.546]If I open up my mouth I hope you know that I'm not shutting up[01:22.047]If I ever get invited to parties I'm not showing up[01:24.546]I promise to my family and my brothers that I'm going up[01:27.586]I don't know why you're texting my phone 'cause I don't give a fk[01:30.142]RBF, got resting b***h face, filled my heart up with hate[01:33.219]Fked me up inside my head, I know I made a mistake[01:36.071]RBF, got resting b***h face, filled my heart up with hate[01:38.671]Fked me up inside my head, I know I made a mistake[01:41.671]Fight with myself, fighting every single night[01:44.671]Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight[01:47.406]Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write[01:49.986]I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right[01:53.054]Fight with myself, fighting every single night[01:55.904]Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in the slight[01:58.696]Running out of words, I don't know what I should say or write[02:01.586]I could never tell the difference, never know what's wrong and what is right