Slippin' Back - Apollo Blaze/Militant Me.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Ryan Joshua Soule
[00:09.353] Sun fades, it never goes away
[00:11.601] Some shade, the sky becomin' grey
[00:13.853] One day, I'm hopin' I don't feel this way, but
[00:15.928] Some say, there's beauty in the pain
[00:18.469] I don't see it, I'm stuck inside the struggle
[00:20.542] There is not light, I'm peakin' outside the rubble
[00:22.995] Here I am, secluded in a bubble
[00:24.731] I try to get up, I stumble
[00:25.642] Wonderin' mind, I'm in trouble
[00:26.858] So I say don't look back, just keep it in the past
[00:29.858] Relapse I feel it slippin' back
[00:31.873] Just hold on, you don't know how strong you are, or
[00:34.542] How far that you have come along
[00:36.083] So I say don't look back, just keep it in the past
[00:38.999] Relapse I feel it slippin' back
[00:41.314] I don't think that I can take anymore
[00:42.898] Already shattered, I don't think that I can break anymore
[00:46.712] I can feel it slip beneath me
[00:51.213] Kicking and screaming 'cross the line
[00:55.846] I can feel it slip beneath me
[01:00.379] Up in my head I'm terrified
[01:06.380] No matter where I'm at in life, I wanna run
[01:08.814] I'd rather keep busy than look at what I've become
[01:11.014] Manic depression 'bout to pop off like a loaded gun
[01:13.297] To my illness I don't wanna succumb
[01:14.979] So I say don't look back, I'm buried by my past
[01:17.848] Relapse, still feel it slippin' back
[01:20.000] Not sure what I have left to give, acceptin' it
[01:22.433] Don't think I have much left to live
[01:25.585] I can feel it slip beneath me
[01:30.152] Kicking and screaming 'cross the line
[01:34.702] I can feel it slip beneath me
[01:39.153] Up in my head I'm terrified
[01:43.819] Holding me back won't hold me down
[01:48.119] I'm under attack with my head in the clouds
[01:52.621] So believe me, I'm trying
[01:56.524] I'm scared to death, outta breath and I'm falling apart
[02:02.207] I can feel it slip beneath me
[02:06.725] Kicking and screaming 'cross the line
[02:11.307] I can feel it slip beneath me
[02:15.774] Up in my head I'm terrified
[02:20.441] I can feel it slip beneath me
[02:24.924] Kicking and screaming 'cross the line
[02:29.624] I can feel it slip beneath me
[02:34.076] Up in my head I'm terrified
[02:37.183] So I say don't look back, I'm buried by my past
[02:39.495] And everytime I try to get up, I feel it slippin' back
[02:41.797] I know that I got all this trauma I don't wanna un-pack
[02:44.063] I only do when I rap, I know that these are the facts
[02:46.429] I gotta take control of myself before I end up ruined
[02:48.730] I gotta re-evaluate the life that I am pursuin'
[02:51.015] I gotta pull myself out of it, I'm runnin' outta time
[02:53.280] Don't wanna look at myself, I'm too terrified