[00:00.934] I woulda stayed there if you waited for me[00:05.269] I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me[00:11.522] But that's where I'm wrong[00:16.544] Yeah[00:18.009] Too many thoughts in my head, I've been drownin', it's takin' my sleep (Drownin', it's takin' my sleep)[00:22.007] Got drugs, got fame, got money, but I feel like I'm still incomplete (Feel like I'm still incomplete)[00:24.185] Yeah[00:26.744] Lost in the world and I feel light[00:28.824] I've been here too long, I don't feel right[00:30.862] Have you ever seen your nightmares come true?[00:33.096] Have you ever seen your demons in real life? (****)[00:35.918] Things I regret[00:37.128] I've seen things that I can't forget[00:39.575] I've seen many people question God[00:41.531] But I feel like the only real answer's death (I feel like the only real answer's death)[00:43.861] Look, they don't ever really understand me, conflicted by words that I say (By words that I say)[00:48.101] Yeah[00:49.000] Scared to approach me, and that's why I feel like I'm always in the way[00:52.289] Try to write down my regrets 'til the list is done[00:54.643] I play with the blade 'til my wrist is numb[00:57.036] Pain in my heart, contradictin' thoughts[00:59.104] I don't really understand where I get this from, so I[01:02.183] Tell my pain in these stories and I tattoo this ink in my skin (I tattoo this ink in my skin)[01:05.789] Yeah[01:06.427] Ever since a kid they would say I was hurt with a thirst for revenge[01:09.841] I'm hurtin' again[01:10.845] So I fill the needle 'til I bleed[01:12.510] These thoughts never wanna leave[01:14.192] I don't feel free[01:15.268] So I only feed what hurts me and turn down the help that I need (Turn down the help that I need)[01:18.450] ****[01:19.570] I don't know why I feel like this[01:21.117] Been so many years and I'm still like this[01:23.541] ****ed up thoughts in my head, I've been tryna find the end[01:25.937] But I didn't think it'd end like this (****)[01:28.926] I woulda cried there if you cried there with me[01:33.510] I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me[01:39.830] But that's where I'm wrong