[00:00.651]And I feel my face is numb[00:02.531]You're on the other side[00:05.010]But you text me that[00:08.095]That you're feeling fine[00:09.767]And I want December stuff[00:11.768]Not to be gone again[00:14.261]The things on the other side[00:16.523]That's not the green I meant[00:18.704]And I want a contrast life, I can't make any sense[00:23.533]You think you're glorified[00:25.783]I think it's in my head[00:27.998]I kept the faded shirt[00:30.361]That I met you in[00:37.909]And so I lay, out in the parking lot[00:42.350]While my headache tears me apart[00:46.882]And I couldn't stay inside[00:49.167]The air wouldn't help me so[00:51.793]I'll just be here on my own[01:01.141]Cater to the ones I love[01:03.353]I'll be the sun[01:05.417]I'll be a crucifix with excuses to be hung[01:10.623]And I'll be the train wreck you can talk about[01:15.250]With your friends at work because they want to know why your old friends drinking at a party in South Bay[01:20.600]There is glass in my bed and I have to tell you[01:22.844]I know that it was you and if your daughter would haunt you[01:25.274]You look a little sad[01:26.703]You were never married to my dad[01:29.109]And you look a little sad[01:31.354]You were never married to my dad[01:38.767]So I lay, out in the parking lot[01:43.267]While my headache tears me apart[01:47.859]And I couldn't stay inside[01:50.048]The air wouldn't help me so[01:52.795]I'll just be here on my own..