[00:00.000] 作词 : Paulina Lösch/Nikolai Potthoff[00:01.000] 作曲 : Paulina Lösch/Nikolai Potthoff[00:05.213]My friends always ask me if i'd ever let go again[00:08.907]I never respond cuz im scared that i might sound insane[00:11.759]Or maybe i'm just afraid of the answer[00:14.275]Cuz i don't wanna believe that i could ever[00:17.403]Be in control enough so i don't lose it all[00:20.775]I've gained way too much man i cant afford to fall[00:24.614]As long as my past and i are still out at war[00:27.335]I promised myself i wouldn't let down my guard[00:30.682][00:31.298]I been holding myself back[00:35.733]Damn i forgot how to live[00:38.720]I been tryna be perfect[00:41.438]I didn't even question it[00:44.370][00:46.001]I think i forgot[00:48.995]How i'm supposed to live[00:51.473]Yeah i think i ****ed up[00:54.175]I just wanna live[00:56.248][01:05.021]1,2 almost 3 years went by[01:08.433]Without anything to ease my mind[01:11.142]I need some damn peace oh my[01:14.386]It's getting harder to get through the night[01:17.104]So i roll it up for them[01:19.088]And watch them breathe it in[01:22.775]I don't think they understand[01:25.727]Just how bad i wish that i was them[01:28.967][01:29.747]I been holding myself back[01:31.502]Damn i forgot how to live[01:34.427]I been tryna be perfect[01:38.229]I didn't even question it[01:41.023][01:41.761]I think i forgot[01:43.634]How i'm supposed to live[01:47.157]Yeah i think i ****ed up[01:50.090]I just wanna live[01:52.831][01:54.413]****ed up[01:56.657]****ed up ****ed up[01:58.003]****ed up[02:00.011][02:01.323]I been holding myself back[02:03.181]Damn near forgot how to live[02:05.805]I been trying to be perfect[02:08.778]I didn't even question it[02:11.720][02:12.560]I think i forgot[02:15.866]How i'm supposed to live[02:18.692]Yeah i think i ****ed up[02:21.592]I just wanna live[02:24.259][02:25.405]I been holding myself back[02:27.755]Damn near forgot how to live[02:31.680]I been trying to be perfect[02:33.932]I didn't even question it[02:37.514][02:38.292]I think i forgot[02:41.296]How im supposed to live[02:44.266]Yeah i think i ****ed up[02:46.537]I just wanna live[02:48.491][02:49.779]I just wanna live