[00:00.00] 作词 : 周震南[00:01.00] 作曲 : 周震南[00:02.00] 制作人 : 大迈MizarMin[00:03.00] 「爱+Revelation+Desire+52hz的鱼+?+Red+Save+F.F.F+ Die now,or love forever」[00:10.52]「爱」[00:25.62]My heart hid in the dark[00:25.62](我心久驻黑暗)[00:30.54]My eyes are full of desire[00:30.54](双眼欲望难填)[00:36.57]My life is a living ruin[00:36.57](我的生命是一片精彩卓绝的废墟)[00:41.11]All the curiosity and naive thoughts[00:41.11](那些好奇的天真的你)[00:44.41]We are always waiting for you[00:44.41](终将路过此地)[00:48.27]To keep you away from hunger by my heart[00:48.27](请让我抚慰你的饥饿)[00:53.03]To accompany you to a peaceful night with my eyes[00:53.03](请让我陪你走入深夜)[00:58.74]Let your anger burn recklessly in my life[00:58.74](请让你的愤怒在我生命中放肆放纵)[01:05.69]Let your life fall in to my life[01:05.69](请让你的生命在我的生命中自由坠落)[01:11.89]All you have to do is giving me a little soul[01:11.89](而你只需要支付少许灵魂)[01:22.74]Why wouldn't you ever doubt it[01:22.74](可你为何从未质疑)[01:29.13]Why would I tremble[01:29.13](而我为何会颤抖)[01:34.42]Love me[01:34.42](恳求你的爱)[01:38.24]Leave me[01:38.24](恳求你离开)[01:41.15]「Revelation」[03:35.80]I closed my eyes and I saw a mirror[03:35.80](闭上双眼,我看到一面镜子)[03:41.08]I saw a man[03:41.08](我看见一个人)[03:42.84]Bleeding,trembling,yelling[03:42.84](受伤、颤抖、大喊着)[03:47.14]He was afraid,he was lost[03:47.14](他感到害怕和迷失)[03:50.68]But now[03:50.68](但现在)[03:52.33]Breaking outta cage[03:53.23]I'm about to clean'em all[03:53.23](冲破笼子 我要克服一切)[03:54.21]懦夫些run fast(快走开)[03:55.66]别再演了撕烂你的脏mask(面具)[03:57.41]快夹着尾巴做人是你接下来的concept(情景设定)[03:59.74]太猖獗 牛鬼蛇神表现得太猖獗[04:02.06]清理掉你们烧了你自以为是的章节[04:05.28]愤怒的公牛跟我很撞脸[04:07.39]小孩子不能看的戏码就在此刻上演[04:09.70]I've been waiting for this moment for so long[04:09.70](我蛰伏许久)[04:12.16]我走进这八角笼[04:13.38]让我看看还有谁敢上前[04:14.79]I've been waiting for this moment for so long[04:14.79](我已经等待了许久)[04:16.98]不可能会忘记失败给我带来过的痛[04:19.36]杀不死我的只会让我变得更strong(强壮)[04:21.79]Now I'm back in here[04:21.79](现在我回来了)[04:22.76]正面对着山顶吹来的风[04:24.10]要拿回属于我的一切[04:25.76]看他们着急着发狂地叫[04:26.90]只要我还没有倒下[04:28.11]一定会让他们失望得睡不着觉[04:29.23]There's still a lot of enemy[04:30.88]They wanna stop me[04:30.88](还有很多人在试图阻止我)[04:31.88]你们那些无用功快停止我真看不到[04:34.41]Show no more mercy[04:36.14]I'm gonna clean'em all[04:37.05]Show no more love[04:37.05](别再慈悲了 我要清除这一切)[04:38.31]忏悔不会听你说[04:39.51]I'm reloaded[04:40.74]I'mma about to hit'em up[04:40.74](我已重新出发 准备迎接挑战)[04:41.89]Tear you to pieces[04:43.09]Let me see how you tough[04:43.09](撕开你的假面 让我看看你有多坚强)[05:23.89]Bet my everything to win this game[05:23.89](赌上我的一切 成为胜者)[05:25.65]无法压制的怒火已进到心里面[05:28.00]看着你们这张心病了似的脸[05:30.28]快拼了命地演[05:31.37]演拼了命的犬[05:32.60]我们的攻击无差别[05:34.67]That's a hot[05:34.67](这真的很刺激)[05:35.38]你醒来就会慢慢发觉[05:37.10]即将被我们给赶尽杀绝[05:38.93]眼睁睁地看着我们夺走猎物[05:41.70]在一旁流出了口水[05:43.02]嫉妒的脸 Ugly(丑陋)[05:44.56]Pain makes me feel so alive[05:44.56](疼痛让我感觉到动力)[05:46.16]Even if I'm gonna lose I will take my everything to fight[05:46.16](即便是输 我也依然全力以赴)[05:48.67]很多人都劝我不要这么愤怒[05:50.75]但是当我深陷困难的时候你们又怎么不在[05:53.57]I'm so good with it[05:54.73]I can fight my own[05:54.73](我很擅长为自己而战)[05:55.46]我不需要任何人对我的施舍[05:57.42]I can fight my own[05:57.42](我要为自己而战)[05:58.69]Pull out sword in stone like King Author[05:58.69](当我像亚瑟王一般拔出石中剑)[06:01.51]If you don't believe it[06:02.17]Come and try me[06:02.17](不信的话 来试试看吧)[06:03.00]I clean'em all[06:03.00](我能征服所有的困难)[06:06.30]「Desire」[06:12.30]I want more I I want more[06:12.30](我想要更多)[06:15.60]I want more I I want more[06:15.60](我想要更多)[06:18.63]I want more I I want more[06:18.63](我想要更多)[06:21.65]I want more I I want more[06:21.65](我想要更多)[06:24.75]I want more I I want more[06:24.75](我想要更多)[06:27.92]I want more I I want more[06:27.92](我想要更多)[06:31.00]I want more I I want more[06:31.00](我想要更多)[06:34.10]I want more[06:34.10](我想要更多)[06:37.18]Everybody kneels down at my feet[06:37.18](每个人都会俯伏在它面前)[06:39.17]Everybody wants fame and money[06:39.17](每个人都沉醉狂欢之中)[06:40.72]Everybody gets a lot of wishes[06:40.72](每个人都有许不完的愿望)[06:42.17]Everybody submits to me[06:42.17](每个人都将顺服于它)[06:43.72]Everybody kneels down at my feet[06:43.72](每个人都会俯伏在它面前)[06:45.27]Everybody wants fame and money[06:45.27](每个人都沉醉狂欢之中)[06:47.02]Everybody gets a lot of wishes[06:47.02](每个人都有许不完的愿望)[06:48.34]Everybody submits to me[06:48.34](每个人都将顺服于它)[06:50.37]Vicious dog has fangs[06:51.65]They're looking at the bones in front of them[06:51.65](长着獠牙的恶犬,正在盯着眼前的骨头)[06:53.18]Greedy humans are so fat that their stomachs fall on the floor[06:53.18](不知满足的人们,放任肚子垂落在地板)[06:56.47]The talking snakes are beside the man and they are whispering sham[06:56.47](巧言善辩的毒蛇,正把谗言递与人们耳边)[06:59.55]The man who longs for power is still trying to get the sword[06:59.55](觊觎力量的人们,正将手掌伸向那把利剑)[07:01.85]Fighting each other,attacking each other[07:01.85](互相攻击)[07:03.21]Biting each other to satisfy the hunger of desire[07:03.21](为填补饥饿而相互撕咬)[07:04.92]Lying to each other, hiding from each other[07:04.92](互相欺骗隐瞒)[07:06.77]Contradict to each other for the selfish desire[07:06.77](因满足私欲而不惜反目)[07:08.19]Judging each other,blaming each other[07:08.19](互相指责批判)[07:09.39]Hurting each other to stay away from pain and the suffer[07:09.39](为自我苟全而彼此中伤)[07:11.06]Helping each other,respecting each other[07:11.06](互相尊崇搀扶)[07:12.83]Complimenting each other to make yourself be kinder[07:12.83](因善良假面而大肆夸赞)[07:14.34]Hey! That is mine ! You better not touch it ! That is mine[07:14.34](嘿,我的东西,你最好别碰!那是我的东西!)[07:16.98]I'm so hungry !Not enough! I want some more! Give me rice[07:16.98](我如此饥饿难以满足!我现在只想得到更多!我只想放肆地大快朵颐!)[07:20.16] Do as I say! It's gonna be alright! Let me control your mind[07:20.16](依我说的照做,一切便会完满,你心由我掌控!)[07:23.21]I want the power!Wanna judge!Wait live or die[07:26.38]Everybody kneels down at my feet[07:26.38](每个人都会俯伏在它面前)[07:28.76]Everybody wants fame and money[07:28.76](每个人都沉醉狂欢之中)[07:30.39]Everybody gets a lot of wishes[07:30.39](每个人都有许不完的愿望)[07:31.79]Everybody submits to me[07:31.79](每个人都将顺服于它)[07:33.33]Everybody kneels down at my feet[07:33.33](每个人都会俯伏在它面前)[07:34.91]Everybody wants fame and money[07:34.91](每个人都沉醉狂欢之中)[07:36.39]Everybody gets a lot of wishes[07:36.39](每个人都有许不完的愿望)[07:37.93]Everybody submits to me[07:37.93](每个人都将顺服于它)[07:39.45]Face me,trust me,tell me[07:39.45](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[07:41.45]What do you want[07:41.45](你想要什么)[07:42.75]Face me,trust me,tell me[07:42.75](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[07:44.51]What do you want[07:44.51](你想要什么)[07:45.79]Face me,trust me,tell me[07:45.79](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[07:47.51]What do you want[07:47.51](你想要什么)[07:48.75]Face me,trust me,tell me[07:48.75](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[07:50.55]What do you want[07:50.55](你想要什么)[07:51.91]Face me,trust me,tell me[07:51.91](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[07:53.80]What do you want[07:53.80](你想要什么)[07:54.97]Face me,trust me,tell me[07:54.97](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[07:56.92]What do you want[07:56.92](你想要什么)[07:58.04]Face me,trust me,tell me[07:58.04](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[08:00.06]What do you want[08:00.06](你想要什么)[08:01.20]Face me,trust me,tell me[08:01.20](面对我,相信我,告诉我)[08:03.03]What do you want[08:03.03](你想要什么)[08:28.50]I want more I I want more[08:28.50](我想要更多)[08:31.89]I want more I I want more[08:31.89](我想要更多)[08:35.14]I want more I I want more[08:35.14](我想要更多)[08:37.94]I want more[08:37.94](我想要更多)[09:17.60]「52hz的鱼」[09:58.96]I'm swimming in the sea,just like a fish,just like a fish[09:58.96](我徜徉于海,像一条鱼)[10:07.73]I'm swimming in the sea,with nobody[10:07.73](我遨游于海,只身孤影)[10:16.86]I'm swimming in the sea,just like a fish,just like a fish[10:16.86](我徜徉于海,像一条鱼)[10:25.39]I'm swimming in the sea,with nobody[10:25.39](我遨游于海,只身孤影)[10:39.89]我看见烛光却落荒逃进了网[10:41.91]我负隅顽抗却听见有人在鼓掌[10:44.34]我无法挣脱 瞬间变成刺猬的模样[10:46.36]滑稽的哀嚎声在海平面上回荡[10:48.88]紧接着 从前的美好全部都变了样[10:51.08]贪婪的嘴脸 出现在了他们脸上[10:53.48]他说的那些现在看来有一点荒唐[10:55.59]保护花朵只是一种来自善良的臆想[10:57.99]我看着玻璃对面的人 玻璃对面的人看我[11:00.51]我们谁是观赏物 谁又是参观者[11:02.71]转个圈吐个泡你是否会把食物给我[11:04.76]我想要回家 这句话你是否愿意听呢[11:07.14]什么时候能离开这里 不想每天装作开心[11:11.76]如果说有一天我也无法再把你们逗笑了[11:14.03]那是不是就能够证明我不听话呢[11:16.21]你今天吃了什么 理所应当的盛宴[11:18.33]我今天吃了什么 塑料加废弃的电池[11:20.81]鱼鳞渐渐全部褪成了易拉罐碎片[11:23.23]头上绑着的是黑色塑料袋和铁线[11:25.38]渐渐地双眼无法看清[11:28.41]渐渐地无法继续呼吸[11:30.26]渐渐地将一切都忘记[11:32.68]慢慢地沉入海底[11:43.59]What do you want from me?[11:43.59](你想从我这里得到什么)[11:44.78]What do you need from me?[11:44.78](你需要我做什么)[11:46.01]我会变成什么[11:46.83]鱼油肥料还是sushi(寿司)[11:48.18]但我的身体充满垃圾早已变成废墟[11:50.42]每一个角落都留下了你们的印记[11:52.64]你夺走我的一切[11:53.81]我的家园 我的亲人[11:54.83]我的爱人 我的同伴[11:55.93]我的回忆 全部都被你夺走[11:57.39]我的生命 我的孩子[11:58.92]我的灵魂 我的自由[11:59.95]最后沉入海底的只剩下我的⻣头[12:01.92]你是真的听不到还是选择沉默着装聋[12:04.14]它声嘶力竭呐喊着尝试和我们沟通[12:06.62]你看这一幕幕的画面能否感到心疼[12:08.77]它们何尝不像人类一般可爱且温柔[12:11.09]请不要再将我们关里面[12:14.45]不要再将垃圾丢海里面[12:16.32]不要再让我和家人分开[12:18.44]不要继续假装听不到Listen(听)[12:28.94]「?」[12:50.35]What you living about?[12:50.35](你为什么而活?)[12:51.92]What you fighting about?[12:51.92](你为什么而战斗?)[12:52.90]What you talking about?[12:52.90](你在想什么?)[12:53.89]Then what you doing right now?[12:53.89](但你说得跟做得一样吗?)[12:55.04]What you hiding about?[12:55.04](你想隐瞒什么?)[12:55.99]Who do you lying on now?[12:55.99](你在欺骗别人还是你自己?)[12:57.07]You said you happy right now?[12:57.07](你说你现在很开心?)[12:58.15]Then what you crying about ?[12:58.15](但你现在又为什么在哭泣?)[12:59.32]What are you afraid of right now?[12:59.32](那你现在在害怕什么?)[13:00.35]Afraid of losing your crown?[13:00.35](害怕失去你的自负吗?)[13:01.34]Afraid of losing everything ?[13:01.34](害怕失去你拥有的一切?)[13:02.64]Afraid of living like clown?[13:02.64](害怕活得像个小丑一般?)[13:03.61]How much do you want now?[13:03.61](你想拥有多少东西? )[13:04.70]You said it's enough right now[13:04.70](你说现在拥有的就够了)[13:05.65]Then what the pack are you suffering about?[13:05.65](那你到底在痛苦什么?)[13:07.45]为什么我们总是习惯在欲求不满的生活里面[13:09.70]漫无目的地渴望寻找着慰藉[13:11.61]为什么不能为了忠于自我信念[13:13.99]保护爱的事物跟欲望站对立[13:15.44]Cause Nietzsche said it[13:15.44](就像尼采说的)[13:16.84]How to get rid of the pain quickly?[13:16.84](怎样快速地摆脱痛苦?)[13:18.36]Die now or love forever[13:18.36](快速地离开或永恒的爱)[13:19.63]That's what I believe[13:19.63](这是我所相信的)[13:20.60]The way how I live[13:20.60](这也是我活着的方式)[13:21.43]You know what I mean[13:21.43](你知道我什么意思)[13:22.07]I never regret it[13:22.07](我绝不后悔)[13:23.08]我始终相信[13:23.74]Love can fight everything[13:23.74](爱可以击垮一切)[13:24.93]Back in the days[13:24.93](回到过去)[13:26.26]I wanna take it back in the days[13:26.26](我想要回到过去)[13:27.18]Turn on the time machine take us back in the days[13:27.18](打开时光机器带我们回到过去)[13:28.80]那时我们总是习惯歌颂他人的美[13:30.81]以最大的善意去理解包容他人的累[13:33.08]可能这些问题我也没有办法给出答案[13:35.24]略带矛盾的话语会显得措辞有些杂乱[13:37.26]一边保持着冷静一边又被疯狂给拉断[13:39.59]一边顺应着一边又带着希望发出呐喊[13:41.86]I'm gonna fight till you see me[13:41.86](我会战斗到你看见我)[13:44.51]I'm gonna let you believe me[13:44.51](我会让你相信我)[13:46.56]I'm gonna try my best and help you to find the answer find the truth[13:46.56](我会陪你找到答案)[13:49.58]In that time you'll join me[13:49.58](那时我们再分享)[13:50.88]I'm gonna fight till you see me[13:50.88](我会战斗到你看见我)[13:53.15]I'm gonna let you believe me[13:53.15](我会让你相信我)[13:55.29]I'm gonna try my best and help you to find the answer find the truth[13:55.29](我会陪你找到答案)[13:57.84]In that time you'll join me[13:57.84](那时我们再分享)[14:24.61]「Red」[14:43.30]请原谅我无能的暴怒[14:45.35]曾几何时伤害到你[14:47.33]请原谅我自大的抱负[14:48.80]头也不回地走到底[14:51.04]请原谅我搪塞的套路[14:52.57]说在忙 没看到消息[14:54.73]原谅我缺少的关心与照顾[14:56.49]没能为你遮挡住暴雨[14:58.76]请原谅我没能够留意到[15:00.43]岁月在你脸上留下的烙印[15:02.57]请原谅我如今才理解到[15:04.44]错过后来不及痛心的教训[15:06.29]原谅我非常的较劲[15:08.31]拥有的爱全部耗尽[15:10.09]爱我的人们都不太敢靠近[15:11.79]可能这就是我应得的报应[15:14.32]曾经你问过我[15:15.44]孩子 怎么会变成了这样[15:18.22]如果我还能再来一次[15:19.49]我希望就没来过这趟[15:21.76]我高举着自由的牌子[15:23.84]怒吼出愚蠢的倔强[15:25.41]一句句质问[15:26.18]我清晰地记得在那通电话里你哭得很绝望[15:29.53]幸好我穿过了这一层迷雾最终我看到了家[15:33.14]你拍了拍我身上布满的灰尘[15:35.32]问我摔得疼吗[15:37.22]可能也只有你在意[15:38.64]你的爱无法被代替[15:40.82]希望那微风能代替我捎去[15:42.54]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意[15:47.74]希望那微风能代替我捎去[15:50.09]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意[15:55.86]希望那微风能代替我捎去[15:57.74]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意[16:00.35]请原谅我没能够听见[16:01.89]那停留在你内心痛苦的悲鸣[16:03.72]请原谅我没能够看透你[16:05.55]用欢声笑语去掩盖的泪印[16:07.78]请原谅我曾经的自私[16:09.32]忽略了你的感受和你给予的爱[16:11.92]请原谅我蠢得不自知[16:13.37]不懂得爱别人嘴边却倡议着爱[16:15.55]原来你也会有痛苦[16:17.43]原来你也会有失落[16:19.51]原来你也会在夜晚时偷偷地哭泣后向自己示弱[16:23.27]原来你也会有胆怯[16:25.22]原来你也会有迷茫[16:27.08]原来你也跟我一样[16:28.06]害怕着突然地想起也害怕那突然的遗忘[16:31.21]曾经你跟我说[16:32.17]孩子 希望你别感到自卑[16:34.80]遇见你我何等的幸运[16:36.46]我又有什么资格去自卑[16:38.49]我知道你一直很在意[16:40.36]你的爱无法被代替[16:42.12]希望那微风能代替我捎去[16:43.91]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意[16:49.59]希望那微风能代替我捎去[16:51.44]那埋在我心里面已久的爱意[16:57.39]希望那微风能代替我捎去[16:59.31]那埋在我心里面已久的:[17:01.21]爱你[17:03.64]「Save」[19:40.58]我还在等一个救赎[19:41.97]但到现在还没等到[19:43.17]窒息感快让我呕吐[19:44.28]映衬着他们的冷笑[19:45.87]看着这模糊的字迹[19:46.88]我以为全都是自欺[19:48.25]就在我即将要“窒息”[19:49.32]我突然间抓住了自己[19:50.53]把无关全部都屏蔽[19:51.47]找到我自己的频率[19:52.62]经历的一切的一切[19:53.45]就算很痛苦还是会铭记[19:54.93]脱下了“沉重的刑具”[19:56.18]不去管他们曾给我的评语[19:57.30]就当是病句[19:58.48]悄悄地抹开了脸上的泪水[19:59.75]去控制我此刻很激动的情绪[20:01.07]I gotta focus,focus on my thing[20:01.07](我要专注在自己)[20:02.45]把这些经历都写下来给他们听[20:03.75]如果有天他们陷进低谷[20:04.90]鼓励他们咬碎牙也要前进[20:06.22]收起那些自负收起那些嫉妒[20:07.52]收起那颗受刺激的心[20:08.76]希望他们记住[20:09.48]只有你自己才能够“救自己的命”[20:11.37]Like I told you I'll win and do the toast[20:11.37](像我之前说的 我一定会赢到最后在你面前庆祝)[20:14.18]虽然懦弱也在一直试图掐住我的喉[20:16.61]那就闭上眼睛双手合十扣紧我的手[20:19.24]不是要祈求上帝而是要去跟着内心走[20:42.91]双手被利剑染成血红色[20:45.17]充满愤怒的戏子红脸唱得不出色[20:47.97]Show no mercy[20:49.29]I'mma taste your blood[20:49.29](面无表情地看你倒下)[20:50.54]无用的怜悯早已被我亲手给埋了[20:53.17]All this time y'all been eatin' long enough[20:53.17](在这里你们已经待得够久)[20:55.64]Let me take over this now I'm in charge[20:55.64](现在轮到我来取代这一切)[20:58.45]Boy you so boring[20:58.45](你们太过无聊)[20:59.84]I ain't with y'all[21:01.14]I ain't with y'all[21:01.14](不想与你们为伍)[21:02.15]Cuz y'all ain't do it for the love[21:02.15](因为你们做什么都不为了爱)[21:03.75]I'm gonna fight,gonna fight[21:03.75](我会持续战斗)[21:06.10]Bet my everything and fight till I die[21:06.10](赌上我的一切 战至最后)[21:08.70]All my family and friends are by my side[21:08.70](我的家人和朋友都站在我这边)[21:11.40]All y'all enemies go home and cry[21:11.40](所有敌人回家哭鼻子去吧)[21:13.99]Prairie fire[21:13.99](烈火燎原)[21:15.15]I can't lose[21:15.15](我不会输)[21:16.54]One man army I don't need a crew[21:16.54](以一敌十)[21:19.14]Drop out everything now I'm the bulletproof[21:19.14](抛开一切现在的我刀枪不入)[21:21.77]Be a legend or nobody which you gonna choose?[21:21.77](要成为一个传奇还是默默无闻 你自己选吧)[21:28.66]Be a legend or nobody which you gonna choose?[21:28.66](要成为一个传奇还是默默无闻 你自己选吧)[21:52.01]「F.F.F」[22:13.46]I think I'm confused[22:13.46](我很疑惑)[22:14.58]My deepest soul is fading and disappearing[22:14.58](我最深处的灵魂逐渐消散)[22:16.38]Two people talking[22:16.38](有两个声音)[22:17.44]One showed me how to love[22:17.44](一个教我表达爱)[22:18.07]Another one told me 'You gotta clean them'[22:18.07](另一个让我毁掉一切)[22:19.72]That's why people called them[22:19.72](可能这就是为什么人们说)[22:20.45]Angel and demon[22:20.45](天使与魔鬼)[22:21.28]Good versus evil[22:21.28](善与恶)[22:22.17]I'm afraid to face them[22:22.17](我害怕面对这些)[22:22.92]I'm suffering[22:22.92](我很痛苦)[22:23.79]That's what happened[22:23.79](这就是我的遭遇)[22:24.44]Every night I have been tortured by pain[22:24.44](每晚我都被痛苦折磨)[22:26.09]‘We should try to give people more love’[22:26.09](“我们应该对他人给予更多的爱”)[22:27.67]‘Not my business, …’[22:27.67](“与我无关就别来沾边”)[22:28.60]‘We don't have any right to judge’[22:28.60](“我们没有任何权利去评判别人”)[22:30.28]‘He's definitely trying to make up a lie for us’[22:30.28](“他肯定是在故意编造一个谎言给我们”)[22:32.50]‘I’m good with the quit and strove with none’[22:32.50](“我要退出然后与世无争”)[22:33.97]‘I’ll be the greatest…’[22:33.97](“我要成为最最最最伟大的那个”)[22:34.99]‘I don't care the money and the fame’[22:34.99](“不在乎名与利”)[22:36.71]‘I'm gonna buy the fancy clothes drive the fastest cars’[22:36.71](“只要华衣与豪车”)[22:38.51]More than 700 days[22:39.74]I've been taking a long rest but I feel more tired[22:39.74](700多天的沉寂 却让我感觉更无力)[22:42.16]Tryna calm but sometimes art's come from my anger[22:42.16](我试图让自己冷静下来 但艺术来源于愤怒)[22:45.44]I believe in …[22:45.44](我很虔诚)[22:46.29]Always showing love but I know I'm a liar[22:46.29](带着爱 却撒了谎)[22:48.66]Tryna control violence in my head[22:48.66](试图控制心中的猛兽)[22:50.26]But still wanna clean that …[22:50.26](但牢笼已经摇摇欲坠)[22:51.77]Have you ever doubted your faith?[22:51.77](你有质疑过你的信仰)[22:53.30]And tryna raise a few questions?[22:53.30](然后试图提问吗?)[22:54.94]God hath leaden feet, but iron hands[22:54.94](人们常说善恶到头终有报)[22:56.72]That's why I'm confused[22:56.72](所以我很疑惑)[22:58.42]All I see is a lot of people their own life has been taken[22:58.42](我看到的都是好多人的生命被夺走了)[23:01.47]I'm not a Christian but for somehow I'm praying[23:01.47](我虽不是信徒 此刻却在真实地祈祷)[23:05.75]I'm praying[23:05.75](我在祈祷)[23:06.87]For everybody[23:06.87](为每一个)[23:09.77]For you[23:09.77](为你)[23:10.93]For me[23:10.93](为我)[23:11.75]For someone who's pure and has loyalty[23:11.75](为了那些拥有纯洁灵魂和忠诚的人)[23:14.89]I'm praying cuz I know it[23:14.89](我在祈祷 因为我知道)[23:17.26]People gotta show their true love forever[23:17.26](人们需要表达自己真实的爱)[23:29.26]Ok I'm done I feel calm[23:29.26](好的 我冷静下来了)[23:31.59]Just wanna ask you something[23:31.59](我只是想问你一些问题)[23:33.16]Things you've told me, I found it[23:33.16](你告诉我的那些事情 我找到了)[23:34.68]But why is that all wrong?[23:34.68](但为什么最后我发现它是错的)[23:36.74]I'm confused[23:36.74](我真的很疑惑)[23:37.61]I wonder why the truth is gone[23:37.61](我想知道为什么真相离我远去)[23:39.73]When I need someone to save me[23:39.73](当我需要救赎的时候)[23:41.45]Why don't you respond?[23:41.45](你又在哪里)[23:42.76]Now you blame me for I'm losing soul and faith[23:42.76](你现在责怪我丢失了灵魂和信仰)[23:45.38]Tell me what's the price for being a human I gotta pay[23:45.38](告诉我 作为一个人我需要付出怎样的代价)[23:48.46]I'm not done yet[23:48.46](我还没结束)[23:49.73]I know there's something beautiful I gotta find it[23:49.73](我知道还有些美好的事物等着我去找到)[23:51.95]I don't believe in destiny[23:51.95](我不相信命运)[23:53.31]There's only judge and punish[23:53.31](只有审判和惩罚)[24:25.85]如果要杀死一个人[24:26.51]只能选择用一种凶器[24:27.99]让他带着愧疚活着会比利刃更加锋利[24:30.08]选择逃离将我自己封闭[24:32.34]仅存的善意正审视着我并发出抗议[24:34.71]蜷缩在那沙发边的缝隙[24:36.66]等待着倒计时[24:37.44]等待着最后被迫放弃[24:39.21]面对这突如其来的痛击[24:40.68]我无法接受现实[24:41.98]此刻显得无比抗拒[24:43.13]盯着破碎不堪的屏幕[24:44.35]投影出我做错的脸[24:45.46]深呼吸以后[24:46.32]习惯性地闭上我没落的眼[24:48.03]安慰自己[24:48.83]人性有错落的面[24:49.78]戒不掉的懦弱[24:50.60]我一次又一次堕落地捡[24:52.15]默默地演[24:53.03]演一条落魄的犬[24:54.00]种种行为都幼稚得像是个未破的茧[24:56.45]没兑现过的言[24:57.57]没能赶上最后一面[24:58.70]算来算去后悔是否来得太过多了点[25:00.85]所以 我试着去弥补这些事呢[25:02.92]去习惯被人怒吼[25:03.97]去习惯被人弃舍[25:05.07]去习惯被人遗忘[25:06.12]去习惯无能为力[25:07.30]想要保护她[25:07.87]奈何我只是个可悲的戏子[25:09.89]是的[25:10.66]我全部通通记得[25:11.74]曾经选择忘记的[25:12.78]我现在选择记得[25:13.89]我现在把我自己剖开[25:15.84]希望你感到赤诚而不是感到赤裸[25:26.41]我曾经讲出谎言[25:27.53]试图躲入那些个假话[25:28.96]我曾经想要得到同情[25:29.66]把多处的痛苦夸大[25:31.11]我曾经眼睁睁地看着多数的人被打压[25:33.23]我曾经目睹这一切后做多数人做的哑巴[25:35.39]我曾经面对珍视的事说不[25:36.82]说无伤大雅[25:37.54]后来也会想方设法去拖住某一个刹那[25:39.76]我曾经为了让她开心说出编出的大话[25:41.89]最后没能兑现她告诉我说 没事的 傻瓜[25:44.27]曾经逃避那些挫折把错误怪罪给爸爸[25:46.37]曾经把愤怒的情绪过度地带给了妈妈[25:48.45]曾经看着她痛哭后[25:49.57]被错付的情绪夹杂[25:50.71]他们看我的眼神[25:51.67]从充满爱意到充满了害怕[25:53.04]讲到这些犯过的错[25:54.09]泪流得不止[25:54.99]我无法挽回这一篇篇[25:55.99]无法回头的故事[25:57.05]每一次叫醒自己告诫自己[25:58.57]最后也如此[25:59.34]讲出些伪善的借口[26:00.27]随后又感到很无耻[26:01.46]我的神啊[26:02.72]我无法分清我的善伪[26:04.00]但是你能否听到我的这一句句忏悔[26:06.02]每一次失去后来的反悔[26:08.21]这马后炮的嘴脸现在让我感到反胃[26:10.42]很惭愧[26:11.42]我真心感到惭愧[26:12.62]躲在角落不敢面对的我像个残废[26:15.42]Wake up wake up wake up and fight[26:15.42](醒来 醒来 醒来 重新起航)[26:17.49]我不想他们再次为了我悲伤而含泪[26:20.83]「Die now,or love forever」[26:45.57]I wanna hide with you[26:45.57](只想和你躲进这空旷宇宙的某个角落)[26:50.14]Don't leave me alone[26:50.14](不要把我丢进漫长时光的无限孤独里,好么)[26:53.58]Let me die in your arms[26:53.58](让我在你的怀里安静地等待离去)[26:59.21]But if the love isn't true[26:59.21](如果这样的爱,还不足以让你感受真切)[27:03.13]I will find the truth[27:03.13](我想我会继续努力找寻)[27:08.29]Give my heart to you[27:08.29](譬如——把我的心交给你)[27:14.11]Can you forget my rudeness?[27:14.11](忘记我的无礼,好吗?)[27:18.13]Finally I open this memory again[27:18.13](当我忍不住,再次打开回忆)[27:24.08]I don't mean I want it back[27:24.08](我不是有意,扰你思绪 ——[27:24.08] 我只是一个人,偷偷翻看而已)[27:28.42]Maybe let it past[27:28.42](也许该让它过去)[27:34.81]Will you forgive my mistakes?[27:34.81](原谅我的愚蠢,好吗?)[27:38.61]What can I do to erase all your pain?[27:38.61](为了消除你的痛苦 我还能做些什么)[27:45.09]I don't think I'm feeling sad[27:45.09](最好的方式,也许就是 ——[27:45.09]就让我一个人,假装不觉悲伤)[27:48.84]Just singing the past[27:48.84](唱着我和你的过去)[27:54.12]Can I just hold you[27:54.12](我能否抱着你)[27:59.20]Dance one more time?[27:59.20](再跳一支舞)[28:04.45]Someday we're all gonna find[28:04.45](也许某天我们终会发现)[28:09.42]‘Love is so blind’[28:09.42](“爱的盲目”)[28:14.83]I wanna hide with you[28:14.83](只想和你躲进这空旷宇宙的某个角落)[28:19.52]Don't leave me alone[28:19.52](不要把我丢进漫长时光的无限孤独里,好么)[28:22.79]Let me die in your arms[28:22.79](让我在你的怀里安静地等待离去)[28:28.36]But if the love isn't true[28:28.36](如果这样的爱,还不足以让你感受真切)[28:32.36]I will find the truth[28:32.36](我想我会继续努力找寻)[28:36.98]Give my heart to you[28:36.98](譬如——把我的心交给你)[29:12.61]I wanna hide with you[29:12.61](只想和你躲进这空旷宇宙的某个角落)[29:17.15]Don't leave me alone[29:17.15](不要把我丢进漫长时光的无限孤独里,好么)[29:21.15]Let me die in your arms[29:21.15](让我在你的怀里安静地等待离去)[29:26.76]But if the love isn't true[29:26.76](如果这样的爱,还不足以让你感受真切)[29:30.58]I will find the truth[29:30.58](我想我会继续努力找寻)[29:35.66]Give my heart to you[29:35.66](譬如——把我的心交给你)[30:12.85] 演唱会音乐团队:Audio-Axis匠维音界[30:13.05] 音乐/乐队总监:大迈MizarMin[30:13.25] 编曲:大迈MizarMin/陈建平[30:13.45] 键盘:陈建平[30:13.65] 吉他:赵勤[30:13.85] 贝斯:努尔扎提[30:14.05] 鼓手:王斌[30:14.25] PGM:王导[30:14.45] 录音:周震南/大迈MizarMin[30:14.65] 录音室:敬畏音乐[30:14.85] 交响乐总监:大迈MizarMin/范弘民[30:15.05] 交响乐&合唱团:布达佩斯交响乐团[30:15.25] 交响乐录音:布达佩斯交响乐团工作室[30:15.45] 交响乐录音监制:Norvin Tu Wang@L.A.Orchband/范弘民/大迈MizarMin/Jaimee Park[30:15.65] 交响乐乐器编排:Norvin Tu Wang@L.A.Orchband/范弘民/Jaimee Park[30:15.85] 混音:张平[30:16.05] 母带:Zane@Vintage Age Studio[30:16.25] 专辑企划:小金发发/吕聪[30:16.45] 企划总监:倪毅[30:16.65] 监制:辛志宇[30:16.85] OP/SP:哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 [30:17.05] 音乐制作:哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司[30:17.25] 出品/母带版权公司:哇唧唧哇娱乐(天津)有限公司 [30:17.45] [30:17.65] 【未经著作权人许可 不得翻唱翻录或使用】