care - Memorex/Maki Adams.mp3

[00:00.06]Another night on the floor
[00:03.19]There's certain things you can't ignore
[00:06.30]Does anyone around me know
[00:09.41]How I can stop myself from screamin'
[00:13.12]
[00:13.28]And I try
[00:14.66]I just mess up
[00:16.28]I'm already so impatient
[00:19.39]What do I do
[00:22.21]What do I
[00:23.31]F∪CK!
[00:24.43]
[00:25.61]It's only 'cause you feel too much
[00:28.64]It's only 'cause you think too much
[00:31.69]But I don't even care enough
[00:35.01]Will you take care of me
[00:38.08]
[00:38.09]It's only 'cause I let myself love
[00:41.20]It's only 'cause I don't care if I die
[00:44.34]It's only 'cause I'm calm when things don't matter
[00:47.60]And I don't care about my
[00:51.10]My life
[00:54.03]My life
[00:56.17]
[00:56.82]I don't feel like fixing these problems
[01:00.58]But you can stay around if you like
[01:03.25]In my life
[01:06.75]My lifе
[01:09.86]I don't feel like fixing these problеms
[01:13.10]I just wanna run away
[01:15.45]
[01:16.34]I felt like crying every day for the past six months
[01:19.52]I feel the walls closing in
[01:21.33]And collapsing my lungs
[01:22.74]Can't believe you died in August
[01:24.30]That just made everything harder
[01:25.87]I swear I try to be stronger
[01:27.57]Hold on a little bit longer
[01:29.40]
[01:29.41]You told three lies to your mom
[01:31.54]Two days in a row
[01:33.16]Anything to escape what's going on in my heart
[01:36.22]I swear the time's going faster
[01:37.78]I miss the sound of your laughter
[01:39.43]I can't hear it no more
[01:40.73]But I guess that's life
[01:44.00]
[01:44.23]I swear I heard you walk in the door
[01:46.98]Then I remembered you aren't here anymore
[01:50.56]You used to hold my head in your arms
[01:54.19]And now I'm meant to move on
[01:57.19]How am I meant to move on?
[02:00.04]When I can't rest my head in your arms no more
[02:03.46](I just wanna run away…)
[02:06.41]
[02:06.62]Ain't that much to do but to sit here and cry
[02:09.47]I'm reaching for the ceiling but it's just too high
[02:12.86]Switching up the mood with a new hair dye
[02:15.92]I'm afraid of love but at least I try
[02:19.06]And when she come around, shit, I get butterflies
[02:22.19]Till I f*ck it up and say something she don't like
[02:25.35]I lose all my self control
[02:28.51]And then I fall right back in the hole
[02:31.83]It's my life
[02:33.50]
[02:33.55]When I was a kid I had the world up in my palms
[02:36.69]Still feel like a kid look in the mirror and I'm grown
[02:39.56]I can't depend on mommy or my daddy, he a bum
[02:42.67]I raised myself alone
[02:44.47]Three years I've been alone
[02:46.12]Mommy called my phone
[02:47.32]She asked me when I'm coming home
[02:49.12]Flights they f*ck me up
[02:50.43]Six hours with no leg room
[02:52.23]I just miss going to school and playing my gamecube
[02:55.42]I pulled out this autotune and I put salt up in the wound
[02:58.40]
[02:58.42]I'm caught in the mix, blinded by the light
[02:59.94]Somewhere in the middle of peace and depression
[03:01.64]I cannot fall, I cannot bend
[03:03.15]I gotta get it for me and my brethren
[03:04.77]I am too powerful
[03:06.21]I am too present
[03:07.96]I am too passionate
[03:09.16]And way too invested