[01:05.11]Lying in a dark corner[01:10.42][01:12.54]The black candle light is dying out[01:17.93][01:19.19]Trying to refuse this suffering[01:27.65][01:28.90]As coldness burns my pale naked flesh[01:33.46][01:34.58]I faced my fears a thousand times[02:01.14]Endless doubts[02:03.28]Life of paranoia[02:07.70]I try to find a way out[02:15.77]From this state of suicidal urge[02:23.82][02:57.43]I watch with empty eyes the blade[03:04.04][03:04.64]As tears begin to fall down my face[03:13.60]Another night alone with myself[03:21.09]At one with melancholy and depression[03:29.81][04:13.74]I bleed because the dark is near[04:21.66]I cry as i realize you can' t be here[04:29.82]I need to caress your skin in the night[04:38.12]But now my only friend remains this knife[04:46.93]Why must i live with these fears?[04:54.57]I know my only tragedy is my mind[05:02.68]Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys[05:10.53]And with this bitter thought i fear to die[05:18.40][05:51.04]I feel so jaded now, so far away[05:59.33]I can't face next morning with this pain[06:06.79]Another cut lacerates my flesh[06:14.61]Sometimes i think it will be the last[06:23.03]I'm only trying to objectivate this hate[06:30.87]I prove towards myself and life itself[06:39.06]I only need to watch these fifty wounds[06:47.36]I opened upon my body in the night[06:55.49][07:27.24]I only need to stop these sick death thoughts[07:35.72]And cry for joy when you'll be here again[07:42.24]I'll watch you sleeping naked at my side[07:51.55]I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow[07:59.99][10:24.42]Everyone can kill himself one day[10:32.40]Life brings pain and suffering on our way[10:39.97]Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems[10:47.63]But in death you'll know...[10:53.90]Disheartenment wins[11:06.06][11:02.94]