[00:00.000] 作词 : erio[00:01.000] 作曲 : erio[00:02.000] 编曲 : Syrup[00:15.400]What a worse daytime that I[00:19.248]Have to leave my bed[00:23.063]Don't wanna do anything but Life[00:27.027]Is full of worries[00:31.023]I feel not so good all all all the time[00:38.685]lot's of random thoughts in in in my mind.[00:46.650]They always say I am weird[00:50.431]Like a lunatic[00:54.063]I really want to tell them that[00:57.381]"Yeah, you actually guessed it"[01:00.170]Right right right right[01:02.364]Running wildly in the rainstorm[01:05.915]My free soul by my side[01:09.946]Weeds grew in the dirt[01:12.248]I want to live more than anyone else[01:17.813]I wish I could fell good even just one time[01:25.504]Crying screaming already doesn't make me feel better[01:33.132]The Pain weaves endlessly within me[01:37.295]Finding no rest[01:40.830]I've become a sorrowful instrument[01:45.101]Playing a tragic[01:49.069]I can't stay awake all all all the time[01:56.848]Anxiety fill my brain through through through my life[02:04.710]I know I need to improve in[02:08.612]Order to be praised[02:11.850]But I really cannot do that because[02:16.345]I am not the way[02:20.240]Sometimes I can touch my soul[02:22.854]But sometimes I don't kwon me at all[02:25.006]I think about this all the time[02:28.018]It's a torture I know[02:29.899]But I can't stop it[02:31.445]It's all me[02:32.858]I can't do anything to against me[02:35.743]Running wildly in the rainstorm[02:39.613]My free soul by my side[02:43.624]Weeds grew in the dirt[02:45.960]I want to live more than anyone else[02:51.473]I hide under the covers cry cry cry the night[02:59.317]I took a little of pill and fall fall fall asleep