[00:03.350]There is something to the ritual[00:07.066]Of setting some old shit on fire[00:10.774]A way of saying[00:12.312]"this now lives in memory"[00:14.442]A way of saying[00:15.516]"it's only a memory"[00:17.895]There's something to the ritual[00:20.590]Of setting a torch to what is gone[00:24.838]The vikings did it[00:26.192]To honor a memory[00:28.035]And now we do it[00:29.381]To honor[00:32.205]Who I used to be[00:38.076]Let's say goodbye to natalie[00:42.845]She was thirty-three[00:46.835]Tonight[00:52.143]Let's say goodbye to natalie[00:56.924]And her fake id's[01:00.382]Jase: she was imaginary[01:04.095]Judith: which is why we say "goodbye to her"[01:08.604]And "hello to me"[01:12.065]Jase: this is ridiculous.[01:13.396]Judith: why?[01:14.447]Jase: I don't see why I have to join your little cremation[01:16.307]Ceremony. you're the one who made her up.[01:18.707]Judith: it was a bit more collaborative than you're remembering.[01:21.891]Jase: all I want right now is the same thing I wanted two[01:23.750]Weeks ago: the truth. why did you lie to me? and why[01:27.751]Does natalie cook exist in the first place?[01:32.275]Judith: the person who I was[01:35.454]On the day you and I met[01:38.367]Was deeply ashamed of who she had become[01:43.169]So deeply ashamed of what she'd done[01:46.605]And when you showed her questions[01:49.548]The thirty-six questions[01:52.220]She looked ahead and saw[01:54.858]Who she wanted to be[01:56.991]She built a past, made up a history[02:00.446]Details that fit this person named[02:03.367]Natalie[02:09.185]Let's say goodbye to[02:10.508]Natalie[02:13.436]She was thirty-three[02:16.905]On her fake id's[02:19.834]Jase: she was real to me[02:25.407]Judith: I don't expect[02:28.337]For you to understand perfectly[02:31.299]I loved her too as much as you[02:34.741]And she'd want you bury her with me.[02:37.946]Jase: okay.[02:39.265]Judith: okay, what?[02:40.325]Jase: give me the match.[02:43.250]There is something to the ritual[02:46.966]Of setting fire to the lie[02:50.955]A way of saying[02:52.275]"that's one win for honesty,[02:54.407]What's done is done."[03:00.530]Jase (cont'd): tonight[03:05.840]I say goodbye to natalie[03:10.632]She was thirty-three[03:14.372]Both: tonight[03:20.164]We say goodbye to natalie[03:24.690]And her fake ids[03:28.150]She was imaginary[03:31.637]She was thirty-three[03:37.498]Jase: may she rest in peace