[00:00.000] Had my first smoke in four years today[00:02.736] I wasn't thinking about my voice[00:05.960] Or the things that my poor mother would[00:09.473] say if she found out that I made this choice[00:12.916] I was thinking about your face[00:16.177] And the look of disappointment[00:19.942] That you would surely cast my way if[00:24.182] you caught wind of the sails I've hoisted[00:27.245] I float away, path curling like the smoke off my tongue[00:31.029] Still hurt, emotions closed tight like my lungs[00:34.848] Know I said I'd never write about you again[00:38.200] But a promise ain't a promise[00:40.276] If we both have never held up our end[00:50.339] No, a promise ain't a promise[00:54.437] If we both have never held up our end[00:57.655][01:09.771] Twelve-packs and cigarettes[01:13.672] I guess they never help[01:16.381] Think I have some kind of penchant for things detrimental to my health[01:23.412] I wish that things were different, I just wish we were still friends[01:30.249] 'Cause if there's one thing I know,[01:32.453] this just all goes to show that a promise ain't[01:36.005] a promise if we both have never held up our end[01:39.855][01:48.965] I never should've went to that bar[01:53.195] I wish I never noticed your car[01:59.192] I shouldn't have waited, I should've just left[02:02.483] Now I'm outside my house with a new cigarette to smoke again[02:07.195] Why couldn't I ignore your glowing skin and smile?[02:10.132] Why'd I let you grab my hand and lead me in?[02:12.882] I made a promise to myself to never let this win[02:16.219] But a promise ain't a promise[02:18.058] If I can't hold together both ends[02:29.979] No, a promise ain't a promise[02:32.013] If I can't hold together both ends[02:44.529] No, a promise ain't a promise[02:45.760] If I can't hold together both ends[02:50.628][02:51.600] I smoked my first pack in 4 years today[02:55.096] I mean, I guess it didn't really help[02:58.037] I think I have some kind of[03:00.794] penchant for things detrimental to my health[03:04.975] I guess I'm smoking again