[00:00.000] 作词 : Kalan Beal/Nickohlis Hyatt/Thomas Scheltema/Koda Pratt[00:01.000] 作曲 : Kalan Beal/Nickohlis Hyatt/Thomas Scheltema/Koda Pratt[00:39.425]Under my skin, I feel you lingering[00:44.741]I’m not your kin; I’m not your family[00:50.043]I can’t begin to get the way you think[00:55.130]I am the end; I am the reckoning[01:00.536]How can you say that you’ve been thinkin bout me?[01:02.604]I haven’t seen you since I was three and you forgot about me[01:05.170]I think it’s funny that you don’t see me till success around me[01:07.699]Not like I needed a father or a helping hand to guide me[01:11.162]It doesn’t matter, guess I never needed anybody[01:13.738]Is what I’m starting to say[01:16.277]Think all the time about how you were never there for me[01:19.313]And it is killing me[01:21.825]I’m all alone it’s nothing new I came prepared for it[01:24.635]I think I like it this way[01:27.167]You made me what I’ve become when you abandoned me[01:43.412]Please understand that you were never good enough[01:48.708]All your regret is all that flows inside my blood[01:54.043]I can’t pretend that you’ve been forgiven, you must be trippin'[01:56.622]I don’t expect you to understand all my hateful feelings[01:59.131]Cus when it comes down to brass tacks, you weren’t there[02:01.695]And I’ve been hurting my whole life, you don’t care[02:04.528]And you don’t know the first thing about me, bud[02:07.237]All of my strife and my desire to be free, but[02:09.793]This is too much I’m gonna ask you to give me up[02:12.390]You’re so pathetic, what on earth are you fighting for?[02:15.289]It doesn’t matter, guess I never needed anybody[02:17.867]Is what I’m starting to say[02:20.652]Think all the time about how you were never there for me[02:23.200]And it is killing me[02:25.767]I’m all alone it’s nothing new I came prepared for it[02:28.600]I think I like it this way[02:31.112]You made me what I’ve become when you abandoned me[03:08.388]Yeah I am out here I’m looking for something, steady searching[03:11.208]And I’ve been broken for years, and you thought I wasn’t worth it[03:13.756]But all this time I been working to make my goals for certain[03:16.630]I’m finally puttin' you in the past, I’m done with hurting[03:19.339]It doesn’t matter, guess I never needed anybody[03:21.681]Is what I’m starting to say[03:24.396]Think all the time about how you were never there for me[03:27.249]And it is killing me[03:29.816]I’m all alone it’s nothing new I came prepared for it[03:32.627]I think I like it this way[03:35.205]You made me what I’ve become when you abandoned me