[00:48.93]Is life just another test to prove me wrong?[01:21.03]Is this never-ending struggle just another lie?[02:05.85]Are these shitty feelings just another fairytale of happiness?[02:32.43]Are these scars real or just another open wound?[03:22.95]Are these people real or just ghosts in the wind?[03:23.91]Is this a fork or a knife? - the blood seems real[04:25.62]This knife seems to kindly touch my skin[04:26.43]This is dying not living[04:26.94]This is the border between life and death[04:30.45]Only death is real[04:30.81]Strangle me. Stab me to death[04:31.44]Poison my scars[04:40.14]Death is so profane[04:40.53]Death is what I hunger to experience[04:41.34]A lifeless body with a soul rotten of wasted years[04:42.39]In this they call life[04:47.85]So I kneel before you[04:48.24]A never-ending wish as I beg you[04:48.93]To end my life[04:49.23]Fool... why are you so weak?[04:50.73]Why can you not do what I dare not?[04:51.39]Cut my wrists. Poison my scars[06:11.34]What keeps you from ending my life?[08:06.06]Do not pity me as this is what I long for[08:06.90]I give up. Caressed by this shitty life[08:36.90]I must find strength within this grim body of mine[08:42.87]Searching in this open wound called a soul[09:31.50]I find enough strength to cut my wrists[09:48.27]But it isn't enough[09:48.66]Nothing shall ease this long awaited pain[10:47.52]Some pure alcohol should definitely make the blood run quicker[10:49.23]And make the pain bigger[10:52.05]A final attempt to make my death honourable;[10:53.04]I drag myself outside to die in public[10:53.88]Hopefully giving these humans trauma[11:44.67]What a lifeless body...